Dark Space

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Julius

March 5th 2022

I don't think any other 15 year old is going thru what I'm going thru.

I've gotten so thin that my bones started to show. Everyday Sarah and I try to get out of this place but it's so secure that not even a fly can pass out

I miss Payton, alot. I'm sure she's getting bigger by the day. I hope she's okay because her temper is the worst and I was the only one who could have calmed her down.

But shit, it is what it is

"So tired" I said to myself

I yawned and began to fall asleep but I was awaken by him

Psycho

Psycho

Psycho

His voice lasted for a good 15 minutes just taunting me

You won't make it

You're useless

I banged my head on the wall, I wanted him to shut up but he won't

You should've died too

A cold breeze brushed against my skin

Smoke began to fill my room

Black smoke

I tried to get up and get out but I was too weak to move

Die Julius

"NO" I screamed

Darkness filled my sight again

The room felt cold and I began to tremble.

"Get out Julius" I said to myself

I used all my strength to get up and head towards the door

I reached out to the handle but my body pounded viciously to the ground. I cried out in pain

I turned around to see him

The thing that has been haunting me my entire life, the voice that has scared me and made me feel like shit

Hoc est initium

Those words hit me like a brick

"Julius" I felt someone shake me

Sarah

"Julius, wake up!" She shook me harder

"Huh?" I opened my eyes to see Sarah

"You were having a bad dream" she sighed

"It was just a dream?" I asked, she shook her head

"What did you dream?" She asked

I looked down and pulled my feet to my chin and hugged them

"The darkness" I said

"What do you mean?" Sarah leaned closer to me

"I'm crazy" I said and she backed away

"No you're not!" She shouted

"I see things, I hear voices, I see my dead parents for fucks sake!" I shouted

"I have schizophrenia" I breathed

Her face grew pale

"You never told me" She said

"Not something to talk about" I rolled my eyes

"Julius, I'm here for you" Sarah touched my face

"I'm in a dark space" a tear slipped my eye

"Then we'll be in the dark together" She smiled and wiped my tear away

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