Alec Lightwood Imagines

"I love you"

PT 2 TO "IT'S OKAY BABY"
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-Your pov-

I stared at the floor.

The words repeating in my head.

"There's no baby"

"Its a molar pregnancy"

'What did I do wrong?' My mind raced.

I didn't notice Alec squeezing my hand trying to comfort me.

"Baby," Alec whisperers.

My head snaps up at him, "Yes?"

He looks at me, his eyes a light pink.

'Oh my poor Alec' I can tell he's been keeping in his tears.

"It isn't your fault, you know that right?" He gives me a small comforting smile.

I try to give him one back, "Yeah, I guess..." I trailed off.

As soon as Alec opens his mouth the Dr. comes back in.

"We'll Mrs. Lightwood, you're gonna have to stay here. We have to do a procedure on you, to get the placenta out of you and make sure we get all of it so it doesn't come back".

I stare at her, tears already trailing down my face.

"So...?"

She sighs, "you'll have to stay the night, so we can do it tomorrow as soon as possible".

I look down, and nod.

Not trusting my voice, Alec thankfully has my back.

"Lead the way".

-Timeskip-

I'm laying down in the bed, dressed in one of those godawful gowns that make you butt hang out.

I'm staring at the tv, not caring what was on.

"I'm sorry A-Alec" I say after hours of silence and built up tears.

He s instantly by my side, hugging me and kissing my cheeks.

"Hush, Y/n. It's okay, it's not your fault".

I nod "My body wasn't strong enough".  

He squeezes my hand and kisses my fingers, "If you want. We can try when all this is over and felt with".

I look up at him, his eyes were puffy and slightly red.

Mine start to water up again, "Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-" I stopped his words by kissing him.

He kisses me back, and I pull away.

His hand on my cheek, the pad of his thumb soothing the stinging patches.

"I love you, Alexander Gideon Lightwood. So much".

He smiles, "I love you too Y/F&M/N Lightwood".

//The next day\\

I wake up by a soft knock on the door and mumbling.

I focus on Alec first.

He's swearing sweatpants and a black t-shit, his biceps looking good and his abs peeking out when he stretches.

'God I'm so lucky to have such a handsome man like him' I thought to myself and smiled.

Alec was talking to a nurse and they chatted and she left.

He comes back and lays down on a chair then covers up.