Teen Wolf Baby of the pack

Ch. 28 "Sad"

                                           Alicia POV

The past few days I've been.... well I've been.... depressed I won't leave the room from upstairs all I do is sit on the ledge at the window holding my knees to my chest and look out the window, what Peter explained to me is that every full moon I'm gonna break every bone in my body and probably after every full moon I'll break them again to change back, 

the past few days all I did was cry I don't want to be this, I don't want to break every bone in my body every full moon, 

Why has my life been filled with nothing but pain, I thought letting out a exhausted sigh, 

What am I gonna do, maybe I should just end it end all the suffering and pain, I thought, 

                                            Isaac POV

"Maybe one of us should go up there and see if she's alright, she hasn't left her room for days," Stiles said 

"Can you blame her, I just told her that every full moon she is gonna have to break every bone in her body," Peter said looking up from his book, 

"It's a common response giving the circumstances," Derek said 

"Poor little blue," Boyd said 

"This isn't fair she didn't ask for this!" I said slamming my fist on the table, 

"Just relax Isaac she needs time," Derek said 

I let out a shaky breath and sat down on the couch also, 

                                       Alicia POV 

I can't just walk out I can hear all of them down stairs, I gathered all the blankets and towels in the room and tied them together I opened the window and tied the end to the bed post and climbed out the window, 

With that I took off running towards the spot I go to when I'm the most upset the cliff looking out at Beacon Hills, 

I sat on the large rock my knees brought to my chest, 

What am I gonna do? I don't want that pain again, I don't want to go through that, I thought 

                                          Derek POV

we were all sitting in the loft, just waiting to see when Ally decided to come downstairs, it was starting to get dark and it's going on day five she hasn't come down, 

I sighed standing up, 

"Where are you going?" Peter asked 

"To stop this," I said walking upstairs 

I knocked on the door, 

"Ally it's me I just want to talk," I said 

No answer, 

"Ally?" I said again 

Again no answer, 

I opened the door and she wasn't in the room,

"Ally," I said walking into the bathroom

"Ally?" I said looking in the tub, 

"Ally?" I said looking under the bed, 

I was starting to panic, then I see the sheets and other items tied together and thrown out the window, 

I stormed down the stairs, 

"What is it?" Scott asked seeing the frustration on my face, 

"Ally, she's gone, she escaped," I said 

"What!" Isaac said 

"Why would she just leave without telling us?" Stiles said 

"This breaking every bone in your body during a full moon thing must really be eating at her," Peter said 

"You think!" Isaac said worried 

"We need to find her before she does something stupid," I said with worry in my face, 

"Isaac, Scott, you guys search in town," I said 

"Boyd, Stiles near the school and Hospital," I said 

"Me and Peter are going to search the woods," I said 

Everyone nodded leaving me and Peter separated to cover more ground, I've been searching for what seemed like hours that's when I saw a small figure sitting on a large rock just looking out at the lighted town,

I sat next to her, 

                                   Alicia POV

I felt someone sit next to me I look and see Derek, I tightened my grip around my legs bringing my knees closer to my chest as I rested my chin on my knees, 

"Ally, talk to me," He said 

"Derek, I don't want to.... I don't want to be this," I said 

"I... I don't want to break ever bone in my body every full moon," I said feeling tears well up in my eyes, 

"How am I gonna survive it?" I mumbled 

"Ally, look at me," He said 

I looked at him, 

"You are going to survive it because I'm going to help you," He said helping me up he was on his knees bringing me into a hug, 

"Don't you give up we are all going to help you," He said 

His hand on the back of my head as I cried into his neck,

"You're going to get through this I promise," He said 

I held onto his shirt as I cried 

                                    Derek POV

I held Ally as I comforted her, I am going to help her get through this, I looked up at the sky as I petted her hair, no matter what it takes I'm going to help her, I thought