Imagine - Alessio Scalzotto

Nightmares 🥺😣

I woke up from a nightmare crying. i couldn't stop crying for 15 minutes, i tried to control myself but that nightmare was just too real. i get myself together and i post on my private story

Facetime anyone? let's just talk and vibe

it's not even 1 minute after i posted that i get a notification, i open it right away it's Alessio. i swear he's the only one up at 2am and all because he's either playing video games or doing something music related

"aye, i'll call you in a bit i just need to go to the bathroom real quick" texted Alessio

"alright, just don't leave me waiting" i texted back

i quickly go to the bathroom to throw some cold water to my face so i don't look like i'm crying. then i use the bathroom

minutes later i get the facetime call

"hey, what's up shawty" said Alessio

"not much, i had a nightmare and i couldn't go back to sleep" i said

"oh, well don't worry i'll make you laugh and forget that" he said

"i'm just a mess but why are you up so late?" i asked

"well i'm playing with the boys but i saw you were up so i just wanted to talk. we haven't talked" he said

"that's true but i've just been dealing with myself. when i have problems going on i just distance myself from everyone" i said

"that's not good, you know you have me here for anything at any time" said Alessio

"i know i do but i'm just a mess" i said

"your not a mess, don't say that" he said

"i feel like i am, i feel like i've lost myself. i started doing bad things and smoking more that i just got caught up in a mess and i'm trying my hardest to fix my bad habits but it's hard" i said trying not to cry

"i understand, and i feel you that's how i started but then i started writing music. you have to find something you love and start doing that. it will help you stop with those bad habits" he said

"but how? it's hard to. it's an addiction and i feel like i have so many other problems but i don't open up to people and when i have something going on i just push everyone away" i said

"well that's the one thing. stop pushing people away and find that one person you can open up to no matter what that you feel safe with that person no matter what" he said smiling at the camera

"but how do i know that i can trust that person with my problems" i said

"you just feel it, you open up to that person right away and they make you feel comfortable" said Alessio

"well i think that person is you, i feel comfortable around you. i dont know but something about you makes me feel like at home. i know its weird to say it but its the truth" i said looking away from the camera

"well im glad im that person because i feel exactly the same you bring me some type of comfort that is the best. just know that if you try to push me away i will always come back no matter what. ill find my way back to you, im like a boomerang. Ill always come back dont ever forget that" i said

"i wont, im glad i could just talk to you" i said

i realized that i didn't hear the buttons from the controller clicking anymore, he had stopped playing his game to talk to me

"me too i missed talking to you remember when we would do all nighters and then my mom would get mad. ah good old times" i said

"yes, your mom would get mad and then she would change her attitude and be like good morning y/n how are you?" i said