~ 𝕺𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖉 ~ 𝖓𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖐

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The baby is a girl 😭 i didn't know if I wanted it to be a girl or a boy and changed my mind while writing sorry for the confusion

Stokeley

"I fucked up jah! He might go kill him" I say as I feed sieanna

Her greedy ass just wanna suck my titties off, I have to go get that pump shit so I ain't gotta keep doing this shit

"Y'all dead not together right?" Jah asked

"Yes we not together at all"

"So you shouldn't care bestie. He fucked that bitch and you fucked yo nigga he can't be mad you doing the same shit he was doing"

"That's what im saying! Daystar lied and told him he nutted in me when he fasho didn't. He was the one to take me to get a plan B for when Kentrell did"

"he messy as fuck!" He laughed

"Hold up lemme call you right back this Kentrell"

I hung up on Jahseh real quick, when it comes to Kentrell I don't know he just make me act diffrent

"What ya doing?"

"I'm feeding sieanna wassup?"

"Get her dress we finna go somewhere."

"Where-"

"And I gotta talk to ya when I get there like seriously" he said making me raise my eyebrow

"Okay?"

"Aight I'm halfway there so don't take to long" he chuckled

"Yea whatever bye" I said rolling my eyes

"Bye baby" he said before hanging up

I was confused, I feel like this is a set up he acting way to nice for somebody who was about to beat my ass last night

"Okay beautiful lemme get you ready for yo daddy have a fit"

I grab her a light blue onesie that says 'my mommies favorite' and white skirt with some light blue socks

"I'm telling you right now your daddy not gone be having it!" I say laughing as I put him in his seat strapping him in

Soon as I was about to get ready Kentrell walked into the door. He look so good I can tell he just got a hair cut

"Ima have to kill somebody son huh?" He said making sieanna 'ooo'

I rolled my eyes going into the closet looking for something to wear

"Where we going?"

"Don't trip" he said leaning on the door frame

"DOnT tRIp" I mocked making him smack his lips

"Anyways, I'm tired of fighting with ya and I'm sick of ya thinking just because we ain't together that mean ya single."

"It does"

"Mmtch, no it doesn't slime why ya leading that nigga on like that? Why ya leading me on like we finna be a family if ya want to be with him?"

"I don't want to be with him Kentrell" I sighed

"That's not what them messages say"

"Thought you said you ain't wanna argue" I said pushing past him

"We not arguing we talking. Tell me if ya really wanna be with him so I can step out tha picture"

I rolled my eyes knowing he lying. He can't ever leave me alone so that's not gone work

"I already said I don't damn"

He just hummed before walking away, I know he ain't believe me shit I don't even believe myself

"I'm not crazy sieanna i know I'm not" he says to our son picking him up

"I love yo big drooling ass ya know that? And I'm quick to split a nigga wig for ya" he said making her laugh

"Even she know yo ass goofy"

He flipped me off strapping her in her car seat. He look so mature I love it

"Ya love me?" He said coming from behind me wrapping his hands around my waist

"Yes baby"

"I love your whole existence" I giggled turning around to kiss him

"Hmm" he smiled

"I didn't let that nigga nut in me I know how you feel about that and we used a condom" I spoke truthfully

"Aight slime ian even tripping off it nomo because I did the same shit and I have to be the mature one and move on from it cause ya ass will hold a fucking grudge forever"

I smacked my lips before turning back around looking in the mirror

I seen him bite his lip looking down at my ass

"Tryna fuck ya right here ya looking all types of good" he said rubbing me through my rumper

"My baby in the next room nasty" I spat smacking his arms and walking away

"She know where she came from!" He yelled from the bathroom

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"Come on sieanna! Stop being so difficult!" I said tryna to feed her a bottle

"Sounds like ya talking to ya self" Kentrell laughed

"Ain't shit funny" I mumbled rolling my eyes

He took us out to eat and now we in the way to Tyquian house. That Opp ass nigga

"Mamas"

I lift my head to look at him and he was focused on the road, he so damn fine with his nappy ass hair

"Yes baby?"

"Ya think I'm toxic? Jah and Tyquian said I am"

I busted out laughing scaring sieanna making me quiet down

"Sorry mamas baby" I said laying her hair down

"But yes Kentrell you are toxic but not bad toxic if that makes since"

"There ain't no such thing as good toxic bae"

"Then there's your anwser right there"

He huffed not wanting to accept the fact that he was but shit everybody can see the shit

"Ion even put my hands on ya, I'll never do that shit"

"Exactly you toxic not abusive" I said

"But I love ya and I can't let ya go so if that makes me toxic so beat it!"

I looked over at him and you can tell he was really thinking about it

"Stokeley ion wanna be toxic, ion want us to be labeled a toxic couple. I really fucking love you, you just make me crazy" he said

"I-"

"And you had my baby my baby. I don't want you thinking ima ever leave you for anybody ion need you to be worried about that. I don't need my daughter thinking her daddy ain't shit"

"We-" he cut me off again

"I'm really serious Stoke. You the love of my life I can't lose you I won't lose you. No more cheating, no more arguing, no more overthinking okay?"

"I'm starting to learn how to live in the moment and every moment I'm in love with you" he said looking over at me

Them eyes, the same way he looked at me when he first told me he loved me. I haven't seen them since I blocked him, shit almost made me cry

"Promise me we gone get better baby, please." He said grabbing my hand

"I promise Kentrell"