Not everything is meant to be ~ M.C short story

After Years

It made years since Ive written in my diary . I know I would write in it again but today's not the moment . I know perfectly what's written in that Journal of mine . And I did met him . He's my boyfriend for over 2 years now . But the thing is . I knew it wouldn't last long . He's my happiness my everything . But Im not His . I can see it by looking in his eye's that he has a future but not with me . It probably does hurt but Im used to it .