The Melodies Of Love: A Symphony in Heartbreak & Hope

Dear Me

Dear me,

If only you knew
How much I wish
I could wrap my
arms around you,

To comfort you
The way you
So desperately have craved.

If only I knew
How damaging
It was to my heart,
To continue
Hoping for a future
Where I could be happy.

I wish I could
Stop dreaming
Of one day
Feeling loved
The way
It is in movies.

I'm sorry
For breaking you
Apart
Every single day
And leaving you
To die
In this
puddle
Of depression.

I'm sorry
For trying so hard
To be something I'm not.

For begging
For attention
When I could
Have just loved
Myself
Instead.

I'm sorry
For all the nights
You cried
yourself
To sleep
Because of my stubborn
Pride
And
delusional
Thinking.

I'm sorry you
Spent sleepless
Nights thinking of him.

I'm sorry
You spent
Your life,
Afraid
Of the unknown.

I'm sorry
Our perception
Of love
Was ruined
From the start.

I'm sorry for
Letting you down.

I promise
To love you,

I promise
To stop letting
People drain me
Mentally.

I promise
To heal.

I hope you find it
In your heart
To forgive me
For all
The damage I've done.

-P.S I'm thankful every day
You're still alive.

Sincerely,
Me.