📍Chicago,Illinois
July,15,2021
Chanelle Aliyah Kane
" y'all ready " mama said walking into my room , today was the day of cherry's funeral
" not really " i said putting my gold hoop earrings in my ears
" well me and Larry's about to leave so come on " mama said walking out the room , i grabbed my black mcm bag and walked downstairs with kiki behind me
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We gone skip to the after the funeral because iont know how det shit go - indiii
" cherry baby i love you " mama said hugging cherry's ashes , she had a got her a letter c made and put her ashes in it
" you suppose to be here cherry " she continued while sobbing
" mama calm down " i said walking over to hug her
I feel like she gone change , she been in her room since it happened not eating or anything .
" why y'all here " kiki said causing me to look over towards the door
" cherry was our family member too , we aloud ta be hea " ice said walking over to hug me and mama
" im gonna go upstairs " mama said getting up with cherry's ashes
" I'll be up in a second " i said as she fanned me off and walked upstairs
Larry wasn't helping her thru this hard time , he was just working . she ont needa be with him
" wassup " scarr said walking over to me
" hi " i said dryly
" why you acting like that you know i ain't mean no harm folks "
" dis ain't the right time " i said
" hi sister " brook said walking over to hug me
" hi baby " i hugged her back
" I'm so sorry this happened to you , i love you " she said
" i love you too " i replied with a little smile
" hi bestie " leek said hugging me
" hi " i hugged him back
I haven't seen them since cherry passed away
" i love you " he said releasing from the hug
" i love you too bestie " i replied , scarr sat on the couch just mugging me
" nelle lemme holla at you real quick " bub said motioning for me to come outside
" wassup " i said once we reached the porch
" im sorry bout what happened folks , i wish i could've protected her " he started
" shit just happened so quick i ain't know she was gone get hit " he continued starting to drop a few tears
I always seen the hardbody side of bub , this sad shit new to me
" shit happens for a reason , i wish that ain't happen to my sister but we just gone have to get over it " i said with a couple tears sliding down my face
Death is so unfair
" iont wanna get over her doe nelle , cherry was my first girlfriend . we might've just met a couple months ago but she was changing me , ha lil ass was my bestfriend " he said
" when you seen ha you seen me and vice versa " he smiled " imma miss ha lil ass "
" iont wanna get over her either , that shit is traumatizing imma never forget this happen but we gotta stay positive and just push thru " i said
" as much as i wanna break down i know i can't , my mama being weak right na so somebody gotta be strong " i said wiping my tears
" i love you sis , if you need anything hit me and im there " he said pulling me in for a hug
" i love you too brother , i will fasho " i said releasing from the hug
" where kiki " i said as we walked back into my house
" she in the guest room sleep with leek " brook said causing me to nod
Kiki wasn't taking cherry's death well either
" we all missed messing witchu " tk said causing me to crack a smile
" i missed y'all too " i said sitting in the only open seat which was near scarr
" aweee " ice said with his lip poked out
" bye " i said laughing a little
" so how you holding up ? " brook asked
" i honestly wanna break down and just cry for hours but i can't , mama ain't taking this to well so i gotta be strong for her " i said
" awee im here if you ever wanna talk" she said
" of course " i replied feeling myself about to cry so i ran upstairs to my room
" cherry why you leave me " i cried into her blue teddy bear she slept with every night
" nelle " scarr said walking into my room before closing the door
" what " i said wiping my face
" im sorry for everything , about cherry and what i said " he said sitting on my bed and grabbing me
" it's okay " i said laying on his chest
" im here for you forever hunny , we forever so don't feel like you alone " he said rubbing my back causing me to start crying again
Crybby ho-indiii
" okay " i said sobbing on his chest
" stop crying hunny you gone make me cry , iont like seeing you sad " he said
" i can't stop crying scarr i just lost my sister "
" i know hunny and it's gone get better you just gotta stay strong for cherry . you know ha lil ass would be talking crazy if she seen you like dis " he said causing me to smile a little
She would deffly be clowning me right na
" you right " i said wiping my face
" you tired " he said
" yes " i replied
" im boutta text them and tell them ta dip and we gone take a nap ighh? " he asked pulling his phone out
" okay , tell them lock the door " i said as i closed my eyes and fell asleep
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