📍Chicago,Illinois
July,20,2021
Chanelle Aliyah Kane" how you feeling " i asked my mom sitting on her bed
" im hurt , this is an unbearable pain i just can't get over this " she spoke softly
" i know , but ma you gotta get out the house your gonna go into depression just sitting in your room all day "
" nelle i don't wanna do anything i just want my daughter " she said starting to cry , i pulled her in for a hug a started rubbing her back
" i want her too " i said starting to cry , seeing my mom cry hurt me
" kimmy " Larry said walking into the room
" oh hi nelle " he spoke sitting down in his chair before pulling out his safe and putting drug money it it
" Larry you are so ignorant, my mom is going through one of the hardest times in her life right na and you just walking around happy as hell , still selling drugs and all that like she don't need you " i said wiping my face
" nelle what do you want me to do , I don't know how to deal with stuff like this i never lost a kid " he said turning around to face me
" we don't either this our first time going thru something like this . you could TRY to be there for us not even me but my mom "
" im sorry chanelle but this is all too much " he spoke
" well then get out , we ont need you " i said causing mama took look up
" how you gone kick me out of a house you ont pay no bills in " he said with a slight chuckle
" Larry just do what my daughter said " mama said causing him to chuckle loudly
" I'll be back for my shit tomorrow " he said grabbing his safe and car keys before heading out
" mama you don't need to be with him his ass ain't no good " i said as she wiped her face
" i know baby " she said
" my dad come home tomorrow, can he stay in the guest bedroom for a lil bit " i asked causing her eyes to widen
" for how long "
" just till he get on his feet " i said
" that's fine i guess " she said causing me to smile
" im going to lay down , i love you " i said kissing her cheek before walking out her room
" graduation next week and my birthday " i said walking into my room as kiki laid on her bed
" yesss i know we gone have fun but i gotta fly back to bama later " she said yawning , she was graduating out there and then after school we was gone get a apartment together
But if mama was depressed and not making progress then i was gone stay here
" want me to drive you to the airport? " i asked as she nodded
" im about to take a lil nap , wake me up in a hour my plane leave at 7 " she spoke
" ight bet " i said laying in my bed , i noticed i had a unread text from scarr so i opened it
Bookie 💕
5:50PMwhatchu doin ? you good
laying here wyd & yes im okay wbu
laying hea miss yo li ass