7 | the journey to who i am

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the journey to who I am
couldn't have come sooner
out of all the times
—the wounds left to pester
I found where my soul
has been hiding

Inside a battered body
—flogged by the waves
of life
—too young to be bloody
and bent
—unusable by society
junk and spent

the journey to who I can be
wouldn't come now or ever
out of all the disgrace
—scars scratched, fire and ember
I didn't find my future
or does it still exist?

Under the sky
above my bed
I lay in pieces
—in truth to who I am
by looking at the works
of my callous hands

I only love in silence
—under wraps and shadows
I only die in pretense
—I go from the deeper shallows
I only speak truth in sadness
—perhaps that's my destiny
I only lie in heartache
—so I can hide how much life
has shattered me

april 15, 2021

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