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Deku POV:

It's our last year at UA, me and kacchan have become really close over the years especially during our first year when he came into my room and saw me in little space, since then he's been my caregiver and boyfriend

Truth is i'm not feeling little anymore I outgrew little space.. literally. I used little space to help cope when I was feeling stressed but now it's weird pretending to be in this role especially when i've grown way taller than kacchan, he used to pick me up and hold me and i'd sit on his lap if we tried that now i'd break him

Kacchan hasn't grown since our first year he's stayed at 5'6 while the rest of us had growth spurts, I don't mention it though I know he's sensitive about it because he's used to being one of the tallest in class but since we got to UA that changed. He was taller than me tell our second year where we were the same height but this year i've had a huge growth spurt due to my quirk making me 6'4

I've been noticing kacchan acting different besides from yelling way less. Kacchan is the type to bottle up his feelings he has nightmares but refuses to talk about them and I see him flinch, space out, dig his nails into his palms tell they bleed but if I dare mention any of it he shuts me out. I've been worried about him he's coming to class late he's never done before and his clothes aren't put on right, he has bags under his eyes, and he hasn't been taking care of himself and I wanna help him.

I've been thinking that he could benefit from my old little space stuff and he'd learn to trust me more but kacchan is too stubborn to ever get help so it's gonna be difficult. I'm having him stay at my dorm since it's the first day of fall break I think it's the perfect time to get him used to the little idea plus i've bought him some personal things like some clothes, a pacifier, a blanket, and a stuffed cat it's orange with pumpkins on it

"Izuku let me in!" I hear my kacchan yell knocking on the door a little aggressively

"coming!" I quickly got up and let him in, he set his bag down by the door and took his shoes off

"i'm really happy you agreed to stay with me!" I smile looking down at him

"yeah yeah" he rolled his eyes playfully

"so what do you have planned? need help with your little thing" he asked going over and sitting at the edge of my bed looking at me

"actually about that.. I don't feel little anymore it did help me a lot but now I just don't need it anymore!" I smiled softly, kacchan looked at me a little surprised

"and because you helped me.. I'm gonna help you" I sat down next to him on my bed

"what do you mean? i'm fine." he scoffed

"please hear me out kacchan.. and don't leave me or shut me down but I think little space is something you might need right now, i'm worried about you. I know you tell me not to be but I can tell when my childhood best friend plus boyfriend isn't doing good" I tell him nervously not able to meet his eyes staring at my hands in my lap.. it was silent for a minute tell I saw his smaller hand grab mine

"I'm not gonna leave you.." is all he said in a whispered tone I finally looked up and met his ruby eyes

"I'll give it a try if it makes you feel better.. I don't want you worrying over me" he rolled his eyes

"of course i'll worry about you" I kissed his cheek

"whatever loser" he smirked

"so how does this shit work?" he asked a little embarrassed

"well I got you some clothes to help you slip and a couple other items and he can just cuddle and watch a movie is that okay?" I ask him to make sure he's comfortable

He nodded slowly so I picked him up one arm under his butt and the other supporting his back, he yelped in surprise but leaned into me. I carried him over to the other side of the room laying him on my old changing table that I haven't used since first year. Kacchan looked really embarrassed so I handed him the pastel orange blanket I got him, it's super soft because I know kacchan likes soft things it's why I changed my carpet

"i'll be quick" he hid his face in the blanket I quickly changed him into a dinosaur pull up, jorts, green shirt, with dinosaur socks

"all done!" I smiled picking him up again taking him back to my bed as he clutches onto the blanket his cheeks tinted pink looking at his new outfit

"is the pull up really necessary?" he pouted

"you trust me right?" I ask, he nodded hesitantly

"why don't you pick the movie?" I put it to disney+ before giving him the remote and had sitting him on my lap

He blushed not used to being on my lap or this role in the relationship

"okay.." he says shyly i've never seen kacchan like this I wanted to kiss his little face all over

He plays 'Princess and the Frog' and leans into me as I play with his hair. Half way through the movie he grabs my way hands and plays with it, in this moment I realize how small he truly is compared to me

Soon he fell asleep subconsciously sucking my middle finger. I laid him down and tucked him in before laying next to him holding him in my arms, this feel more natural

.................

I woke up before kacchan, I decided to make us pancakes for breakfast and let kacchan sleep in.. he needs it. I hear whimpers coming from my bed so I rush over and see kacchan crying in his sleep. I quickly rush and hold him over my lap slowly rocking him and shaking him gently to wake him up

"izuku?.." he looks up at me with such venerability i've never seen from him like if I made one wrong move he'd break

"i'm here baby" I smile he hugs straddling my lap and crying into my shoulder

"it's okay.. izuku's here.." I rub his back tell he's only sniffing

"let's get food in that tummy yea?" I ask his head finally looking up at me again, he nodded slowly looking away embarrassed so I cupped his face and kissed his nose before picking him up and bringing him to the table setting pancakes infront of him

We ate in comfortable silence tell we finished and I brought him back to the changing table and dressed him in a new spider man pull up and spider-man shirt with overalls paired with spider-man socks

"you're too cute kacchan" I sat him up giving him a kiss on the head

"no i'm not" he blushed looking away

"what! your the cutest little boy!" I tickle his sides making him burst into giggles

That was my new favorite sound i've heard kacchan laugh evily but never have I heard him giggle how could I never notice he was the cutest human being alive!?

"s-stop!" he giggled, I picked him up and sat him on my bed

"I got you something else" I said and pulled out the pacifier and stuffed cat

"for me?" he looked up at me shocked

he's gonna kill me

"of course!" I hand it to him which he gladly takes

"mom never got me a toy before.." he was fascinated with the stuffed cat

'how dare she' I thought upset kacchan was never allowed to act childish or have childish things even though he was a child

"i'll buy you thousands of toys" I tell him

"you can't fit those in here!" he giggled

Kacchan is so naturally a little it's hard to imagine he was ever anything different

"how about a story before I good nap you need some more rest" I tell him

"okay!" he excitedly exclaims

He laid on my lap as I read him 'The Pigeon Takes the Bus' and 'The Cat in the Hat' he slowly drifted off the pacifier bobbing in his mouth and blanket and stuffed cat tucked him his arms

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