Sometimes I imagine that life would be better without me in it. I know it sounds depressing and I know it wouldn't be better for the people that love me. But still these thoughts pop up and I stop everything I'm doing to imagine what life would be without me. I wouldn't have to feel pain or cause pain for others but at the same time I will cause the people that I love pain by not being there for them anymore. They would feel the pain of me never being with them again, laughing singing, crying and so on are just gonna be memories that they had with me.
So maybe just maybe I should try to imagine a future with me in it, with all the people I love instead of imagining a life where they have to live without me.
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The depths of a mind on a self healing journey
PoetryA journey of self healing in forms of poetic texts. From the depressing thoughts one can have to self destructive thought to a way to heal one's from these. From one depressed individual to another I hope these can capture you, so you know that you'...
