Falling for you

~~CHAPTER 22~~

<Includes: fight, refusal to slip, long chapter, TW: starvation, cursing, running.>
Y/N's POV:
I get home to be met with the smell of food. I go in the kitchen and see Aizawa eating food with another plate next to him, the seat empty and plate filled. He's scrolling on his phone and I grab another water bottle and quickly go upstairs before he could say anything. A week goes by fast.
Aizawa's POV:
A week. A WEEK. A week has gone by and I haven't seen them slip or eat. Are they starving themselves? What happened? Are they ok? We barely talked. Do they not want to be my little anymore? My thoughts are like a swirl of bad things that they could have done. "Mr. Aizawa.....Mr. Aizawa.... MR. AIZAWA" I snap back to reality by Bakugo and realize I froze while writing something down on the chalk board. "Mr. Aizawa are you ok? You have been like that for a few minutes" I hear Midoria say behind me. I nod my head and continue writing. I look over and see Y/N on their phone. I continue writing and finish the class. "You have another ability test tomorrow so no homework tonight just stretch. Dismissed" I say while the bell rings. Lunch rolls around and I start to walk towards the cafeteria. I don't see Y/N there and I get suspicious.
Y/N's POV:
I can't eat. Not yet. Don't slip your training right now. If you slip Aizawa won't forgive you. My thoughts swirl while I train in the gym. I raise my hands and start crying at the thought of him leaving. All the rubble around me start floating higher. I deactivate my ability and everything starts to fall. I stop my timer and look at it. "Almost a hour of constant use of telekinesis. Good but could be way better" I say outa breath. I haven't eaten in about a week but who cares, I have water. I chug down my 4th bottled water in the past hour and a half. I go back to lifting rocks with my second ability and start my timer. I can't be weak. I have to be strong. I didn't notice Aizawa's class walking in with him. I start again but this time, I don't cry, I don't even move. I activate my ability and the rocks start floating and slowly spinning around me. I look up and open my hands and they spin faster. They start getting closer to me and start spinning faster, making their own wind movement and sound. They stop 5 feet away from me in all directions and start spinning faster, they start to crumble into ashes around me. After the last rock disintegrated I stop and stop the timer. "5 minutes and they are all disintegrated. Could do better" I say under my breath. "Fucken hate training" I say while looking down. I turn around and start walking towards a dust pan. I look up to see the class and Aizawa. I freeze. "What the fuck" I hear one of the students say. I sigh and walk out, leaving them with the ashes on the mats and in shock.
Aizawa's POV: (A/N:AGAIN?? Yes again)
What just happened. They just WALKED OUT! I clear my throat and start talking. "Whoever cleans that up gets extra credit. Go stretch and get in pairs" I say bewildered at the sight of crushed up rocks to ashes. How. I can't even do that with my scarf. One of my students clean the ashes up and put them aside and starts stretching. "I need to talk to them" I say under my breath. "ALRIGHT GET INTO PAIRS AND START TRAINING!" I yell out to the students.
Finally after a few more hours later, we go home. I wait for them by the car and see them walking out. They pass the teacher's parking and I yell their name. I open the passenger door and point to it with a stern look at them. They sigh and walk over. I close the door behind them and get in. I take a detour to get coffee.
Y/N's POV: (A/N: LAST ONE I PROMISE)
We stop by to get coffee and he opens the door for me. I thank him and we walk into the cafe. He orders and I don't get anything. We go back to the car and we sit in uncomfortable silence. We get to the house and he opens the door for me. I thank him again and we go inside. "Sit down in the living room. We need to talk" I hear Aizawa say. I swallow my guilt in my throat and walk to the living room.
He starts questioning me about what has been happening. I answer them honestly in tears. "What about your little space and your eating habits. You haven't been eating at all for the past week and a half have you. You haven't slipped or slipped up once since your tantrum last week. What happened in your room" Aizawa says and I break down into tears. I feel like i'm getting yelled at. It's not a nice feeling. I start throwing insults at his while in tears. "Why do you wanna know bastard! *sniff* You will get mad anyways. *hiccup* You never gave a fuck about me until now! What about it! So what if I have been starving myself! YOUR JUST A BAD CAREGIVER WHO DOESN'T CARE! YOU ARE SUCH A ASSHOLE!" With my last insult I instantly regret it.
I silently start crying and I get up to run to the room he gave me. I lock myself in there and start packing while calling up my old co-worker to ask if I can spend a couple of nights at her place. They agree when they hear me crying and I quickly pack clothes he didn't buy me into my suitcase. I run downstairs with my suitcase in hand and run out the door with my shoes still on as I haven't taken them off yet. I call my co worker to meet me in front of the rich area of the city. I run to the gate and use one of the emergency doors to get out. I hear Aizawa call out for me as I wait by the curb with tears falling down my face with a emotionless expression. My co worker's car pulls up and I quickly get in the passenger seat, throwing my bag in the back. I take one more look at Aizawa and look away.

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