Sinful Desire

chapter 2

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Lillia's pov

after a few hours had passed I was getting ready for tonight and I was kind of feeling anxious about it. breath Lilli'a, i-it will be okay. I kept telling myself, I looked at myself in my mirror wearing a short black dress with long sleeves and a pair of black inches heels, I had never seen myself as beautiful as people said to me. I was not confident in myself and I didn't want to look at my body that much after what happened to my past. I looked down, I didn't want to remember it because it would trigger my anxiety but then I felt my chest tighten like I couldn't breathe well

no, no n-no

I slowly pressed my back into the bathroom wall and put my hand into my chest " b-b-bubbles, w-willow " I spoke, it was hard to speak at this point. Breathe, breathe in. I remember what Theo told me and I kept doing that, tears pooled in my eyes and I sniffled. I hate what they did to me, they ruined my life and I won't gonna be the same anymore

" Lillia? " I heard my name called and there was knocking on the door, I get up and the voice was familiar. Sam, I wiped my tears and walked out of my bathroom and I opened the front door " hi gir-- you alright? " she immediately asked me and I nodded, I hate lying to those people I care about " y-yeah! a-a makeup just got inside my eye " I lied and nervously laughed it off as Sam looked at me with disappointment " don't lie to me Lillia, I know you don't like to wear makeup" she said and I bite my lip very hard to hold back my tears from falling " come here " she said gently and opened her arms as I accepted it and she hugged me tightly with warmth and comfort " it's alright " she whispered soothingly In my ear " t-thank you for b-being here Sammy " I said and she smiled at me as she gently strokes my hair with her fingers, she was taller than me. I am five foot eight,

okay I lied, I am only five foot one... Im small

" you're safe now hm okay? I will be by your side " sam said to me as I nodded and pulled apart from our hug and wiped my tears away she chuckled " still wanna go with me tonight? have some fun girly " she said with slight teasing and happiness in her voice that's she really wanted me to go out with her and have fun, I mean I want to go because give never been into a club before I nodded and it made her smile as she wrapped her arms around my shoulder " good choice, say goodbye to willow and bubbles " she reminded me and I giggled as I turned around and kneel and place a soft kiss on willow's forehead " b-bye willow, bye bye bubbles. Don't bite bubbles okay? " I said to my kitten and she gave me a confusing look before I giggled, Sam let me pet her for three minutes before we both left

we took a taxi together, Sam let me go in first before her as she closed the door and told the driver of the location of the club, Sammy is the nickname I call her and we have been friends since high school. She was kinda a tomboy person and she likes girls more than guys but she treat me like her baby sister and she is very sweet and very caring for me, she sometimes stays in my apartment and sleeps in the living room when I call her for help when I am having a hard time and then she would be here in a minute. Comforting me until I fell asleep, she is tired but she stays until I fell a sleep

I am lucky to have Sammy!

" by the way did I forget to tell? you look very beautiful in that dress papillon. " Sam complimented making me smile, the cool thing about Sammy is that she grew up in France! so she knows french but I don't, and she sometimes teach me the words she always uses

(butterfly)

" thank you S-Sammy," I said and giggled as she sent me a sweet smile, Sammy had cool short black hair and a tall height. her voice is also cool and she's prettier than I am! when we arrived in front of the club we went out and I looked around the place, then Sammy smiled and greeted her other friends that were waiting for her that I don't even know their names I sent them a small smile as Sammy stood beside me and introduced me to them, they seem nice but they kinda ignored me and talked more on Sam, they laughed as they pulled Sam inside the entrance " come one Lillia! " she called me and I let out a sigh and walked inside the club

it's like what I thought, crowded and had booming music that made me wince because it hurt my ear I followed Sam and her friends but I noticed she seemed to forget me now when her friends offered her a drink, it made me sad and frown as I watched her and yet I didn't want to walk over to her and be like a baby. Am I a baby? tears pooled in my eyes again as I bite my lip and turned around as I walked away, looking down at the floor when suddenly I bumped into someone's body, it was hard and almost made me stumble on the ground. I looked up and my breathing stopped his eyes were so dark and staring at me and I felt the time stopped when I locked eyes with the Italian man in front of me. He was also tall but has a dark aura, he look so powerful and wearing black clothes and his black sleeve had a few unbuttoned buttons in his sleeve and then he open his mouth to speak

" are you lost bellissima? " he had a dark voice that made me blush.... but who is he?

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