Sinful Desire

chapter 4

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Lillia's pov

When Sam went home with me she stayed and I told her everything, what happened at the bar and when I met the Italian guy named Luciano, Sammy told me he was a dangerous mafia but I didn't believe her. Maybe he is just a normal rich guy in the club with a gun, I was getting tired so she let me sleep. I changed my dress into my long nightgown and lay down beneath my blanket, I kisses willow and hugged bubbles I opened the lamp and stared at the empty ceiling. When suddenly I felt my chest tighten again, the feeling of having drowned and couldn't breathe well was coming back, and the flashbacks I had from earlier become a trauma...

What my brain couldn't remove from my thoughts, was the way that the drunk man hold tightly both arms, the way he slipped me on my cheek, and when he almost take down his pants I didn't realize I was crying, " mama " I cried quietly, missing my mother beside me

Mama

But then Sam came abruptly wearing one of my t-shirts and sweatpants came, " oh Lillia " she said and rushed to sit beside my bed as I sniffled, " what happened? Are you scared? " she asked and I nodded, and she sighed. Holding my arms and looking into my eyes with an apologetic look " I'm sorry this happened to you, i-its my fault honestly " It's not " n-no don't a-apologize.... I-it not your... Your f-fault " I said between my sobbing, she noticed I was having a hard time breathing so she squeezes my hand every three seconds to help me calm down a bit " breathe in and out Lillia, as we practiced before. In and out... In ..... And out, good job do it again " we repeated that until my breathing went back to normal and she smiled at me proudly

" good job, give me a high five " Sammy said and raised her hand as I giggled quietly and high five with her " go to sleep now papillon, you still have a long day tomorrow," she said and I nodded " goodnight Sammy," I said and she sent me a smile before closing back the door and leaving me alone in my bedroom I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep

the next day I woke up I had a headache, I sat up in my bed and held my head with my tiny hands " meow " I opened my eyes and saw willow looking at me curiously with her eyes and tilting her head to the side, I smiled at her pressuring her that I am fine I petted her and hugged her in my arm as we spend ten minutes into my bed playing until it realizes I was almost late

bad! bad lillia!

I scolded myself in my mind and frowned when I looked back at willow " s-sorry willow but I need to get ready " I said and she purred and licks my hand causing me to giggle "i-i promise ill leave you with lots of treats " I said and smiled as I stood from my bed and do a quick shower, I wore a simple tight shirt, black tight jeans, and my jacket as I put on my sneaker shoe and brushed my long hair before leaving my apartment and I didn't forget giving my kitten her food and treats. I waited for a bus to arrive and one stopped as the door opened I head inside and took a seat, the whole time I just watched in the window without my earphones because I don't want the accident to happen again like what happened days ago. when I walked out of the bus I breathed out and needed to wait for the red lights to turn green so I could walk to the next street to my workplace!

when something caught my eye, it was a tall muscular man holding his black helmet and wearing a familiar black leather jacket, he have so many cool tattoos that cover his entire body! he has a long beard and light brown eyes.

h-he was so handsome

staring at him makes me drool over at his body, he was wearing black sunglasses and he had this long hair tied in a small cute bun! I wanted to approach him and asked him what is his name but I know I couldn't do that because I was shy approaching a person that doesn't even know me. just keep dreaming Lillia, I told myself but then he approached his motorcycle and put something inside that made me furrow my eyebrow..... Wait... I realized he was the man that almost hit me the other day, I gasped and luckily no one heard. the h-handsome guy is the one who almost hit me?!

I watch him as he put on his helmet, the familiar helmet. And then he drives away, and a sigh escaped my lips " bye bye M-mr handsome, be safe " I whispered to myself before the red light turned green and I walked with the other people across the street when I got inside my work I did the same as usual. I put on my work apron but I heard the other girls whispering something that caught my ear's attention, I'm really not a nosy person hehehe " oh my gosh! i can't believe that Mr. Silas came here to our cafe! it sucks that I came home immediately after work, I should have to wait " I've heard the one girl says and her other friends agreed

" oh yeah, he's so fucking hot and so sexy geez I bet the worker is lucky to serve him a coffee,I wish it was me, " the other one said with a different voice as they talked about it,

I wonder who they are talking to.

I was gonna walk out from the back room and head to the counter to start my day when suddenly I heard my name they were talking about " calm down girls. I heard it was- " I didn't hear them what they were talking to because I don't want to hear it so I headed to the counter, those three girls are mean! they always bully me even though I was not doing something wrong to them, which made my smile turn into a sulking frown

" you alright Lillia? " I looked up and saw the beside me tying his apron lace on his back and I nodded and stayed quiet

I don't like those girls

" what's in your little mind huh? did Caroline and her friends bully you again? " he asked me, Caroline and her friends have a big crush on Theo and whenever they see him talking or smiling with him they will get jealous and bully me more, spreading lies to our work that is false

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