this is after debu died in balveer returns
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Aaj maut mere darwaze pe khadi hai main ja raha hoon sab ke zindagi se.
Meri vivaan ke meri ananya ke meri maa aur meri parivar afsoos nahi kyuki
Shaurya ne kaha tha mujhe use prithavi ko bachane ke liye woh dono pathar ko jodna hoga jise meri maut ho jayegi prithavi ke log mera parivar hai unke liye kuch bhi kurban.
Mujhe maut se bhay nahi.bas dar vivaan ka hai .Sab ko vo sambhal lega par use ...use kaun sambhale ga.phecle bar meri maut hui thi jab usne sab ko sambhala dekhaya nahi apna dard jayada par maine use har raat rote rote sote dekha hai.har wakt jab uska koi dost apne bhai ke sath kush hota tha tu use meri photo ke tarif dekte dekha hai.
Uski ankhon ke dard meri dil ko dard se bhar dete hai.isliye maine anu ko uska khayal rakne bola tha .kyuki mujhe pata hai meri jane ke baad meri vivaan apno main kho jayega ki usi apni chinta nahi hogi.
Main janta ho vivaan ma ke baad subh agar tujhe kisi ka chehra dek na chahta hai tu woh mera hai par ab woh nahi hoga .
Jane ka maan nahj tujhe chod kar mar afsoos itni ki zindagi thi meri kismat main.
Ahsaas tha tujhe se kitn pyar karta hoon.
Bas bol nahi paya.kash wakt ne mujhe thora wakt diya hota tu tere sath kuch pal khushi ke aur baat leta .
Tu tu hamesha bolta tha ki tu main teri liye kya maina rak ta ho kash maine bhi kaha hota ek bar .
Par tera bhai ki tu jaan hai yaad rakna .
Aaj zindagi na rahe toh bhi jaan rahe gi meri.Tujhse alvida khen ki takat nahi isliye ye likha .tujhe sach kahne ki himat nahi isliye ye likha hai sach batat toh tu meri zindagi bacha kar apni de deta.
Aur jaan ke bina koi jinda kaise rahta hai.
Mujhe maaf karna.
GOOD BYE VIVAAN.
Vivaan who was reading the letter didnt cry nor smiled he just sat there like a dead body living his and debu's moment.
One day maybe they will met till then he will live like this.
He slowly hug the letter and slept with tears in his eyes.
Maybe this is life .
Someone come in your life and leave with a void in your life .but life goes on .
But heart stops beating .
Vivaan thought with pain in heart.
