Dear Diary,
Ty is a wolf. His wolf tells him we are mates, soul mates.
I think I'm going to sleep in a different room from him tonight; in this room across the hall with the purple walls.
I just don't know what to think anymore.
I will tell you when I decide how I feel about all this...
~Aria
I put Diary back in my backpack and pulled out Twilight. The book seems real now. I picture Ty as Jacob however the vampire is winning.
"Hey Ar," I heard Ty say.
I looked up and then set my book down.
"Are you, or do you, can you just come to bed?" he stuttered.
"I think I want to sleep in here tonight," I whispered.
"Is it because you can't walk?" he hopefully asked.
"No," I carefully answered. I watched pain fill his features.
"Is it because you're mad at me or because you are scared of me?" he asked.
"I don't know Tyson," I replied.
"You don't know?" he asked.
"How I feel," I clarified.
"Are you scared of me right now?" he asked.
"Yes," I carefully answered.
"Why, Ar you know I would never hurt you," he stated.
"You're scary when you're mad or when you don't get what you want," I whispered. I knew he heard me. It actually explains a lot. When my voice was barely audible to myself Ty could always hear me, because he's a wolf so he has spectacular hearing.
"I never want you scared of me, but I don't think you are Aria," he replied.
"What?" I asked.
"You're a strong person. You came here and away from your dad. You find out I'm a werewolf and here I stand in the same room as you. You talked to me when you wouldn't to anyone else. I was the first person to make you laugh and smile in a long time, or hug," he finished.
"Ty," I started to say.
"That is why I am completely and unconditionally in love you with you, it has nothing to do with my wolf," he stated.
I gasped. Ty is in love with me?
LOVE!
Love?
Love.
Ty loves me. Do I love Ty?
"Say something," he pleaded.
"Ty I-I," I stammered.
"Don't say it back until you feel it, I just want to let you know I'm not going anywhere and I will always be here for you. Tonight it may be across the hall, but know you can come to me anytime and I will be waiting," he stated.
"Goodnight Ar," he added and then he left.
I breathed in and out a few more times. Pull yourself together Arrabella!
I sighed. I like Ty a lot, but love? It is a foreign thing to me. I don't know what it is like to be loved or what it's like to love. I mean I guess I love Trevor but I never experienced it because he was gone before I even got to say hi.
My dad never said I love you. My mom did, but it wasn't like how Ty just said it and not just because he means it in a different way.
When Ty said it, it felt, magical. Like no matter what I'm safe; safe another foreign thing to me.
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Dear Diary, I Have a Mate
WerewolfArrabella Middletin hasn't spoken a word since she was eight years old. The only thing she shares her thoughts with is her diary. She lives with her abusive father and is starting a new school. With a dad that freaks out when she makes a friend or e...