Perfect (Book Three)

Twenty-Nine: There's A Full Moon At The Hollis Planetarium.

Hanna staggered to the planetarium gates a little after nine. It was the weirdest thing, but it was kind of hard to walk in the court dress. Or sit down. Or, well, breathe.

Okay, so the whole thing was too damn tight. It had taken Hanna forever to wriggle into the thing and then even longer to zip up the back. She had even considered borrowing her mom's Spanx girdle, but that would have meant taking the dress off and going through the zipper torture again. The process had taken so long, in fact, she'd hardly had time to do anything else before coming here, like touch up her makeup, tally the calories she'd eaten today, or import her old phone numbers into her new BlackBerry.

Now the dress fabric seemed to have shrunk even more. It cut into her skin and clung so tightly to her hips that she had no idea how she would pull it up to pee. Every time she moved, she could hear tiny threads tearing. There were certain spots, too, like around the belly, the side of her boobs, and across her butt, that...bulged.

She had eaten a lot of Cheez-Its over the past few days...and she'd tried really hard not to throw any of them up. Could she have gained weight that fast? What if something was suddenly wrong with her metabolism? What if she had turned into one of those girls who gained weight by simply looking at food?

But she had to wear this dress. Maybe the fabric would loosen the more she wore it, like leather. The party would probably be dark, too, so no one would notice. Hanna tottered up the planetarium's steps, feeling a bit like a stiff, champagne-colored penguin.

She heard the pumping bass from inside the building and steeled herself. She hadn't felt this nervous about a party since Ali's seventh-grade Halloween bash, when she'd still felt like she was teetering on the edge of dorkdom. Not long after Hanna had arrived, Mona and her geeky friends Chassey Bledsoe and Phi Templeton had shown up as three Hobbits from The Lord of the Rings. Ali had taken one look at them and turned them away. "You look like you're covered in fleas," she'd said, laughing in their faces.

The day after Ali's party, when Hanna had gone with her mom to the grocery store, she'd seen Mona and her dad in the checkout line. There, on the lapel of Mona's denim jacket, was the crystal-studded jack-o'-lantern pin that had been in Ali's party gift bag. Mona was wearing it proudly, as if she belonged.

Hanna felt a twinge of guilt about ditching Lucas—he hadn't e-mailed her back after she cancelled on him—but what choice did she have? Mona had all but forgiven her in T-Mobile and then sent her the dress. Best friends always came first, especially best friends like Mona.

She carefully pushed through the large metal front door. Immediately, the music washed over her like a wave. She saw bluish ice sculptures in the main hall, and farther back, a giant trapeze. Glittering planets hung from the ceiling, and an enormous video screen loomed over the stage. A larger-than-life Noel Kahn gazed through a telescope on the Jumbotron.

"Oh my God," Hanna heard behind her. She turned around. Naomi and Riley stood by the bar. They wore matching emerald sheaths and carried tiny satin clutches. Riley smirked behind her hand, giving Hanna the once-over. Naomi let out a loud guffaw. Hanna would have nervously pulled in her stomach if the dress hadn't already unnaturally been doing it for her.

"Nice dress, Hanna," Riley said smoothly. With her blazing red hair and shiny bright green dress, she looked like an inverted carrot.

"Yeah, it looked really good on you," Naomi simpered.

Hanna stood up straighter and strode away. She skirted around a black-suited waitress carrying a tray of mini crab cakes and tried not to look at them, worried she really might gain a pound. Then she watched as the image on the Jumbotron changed. Nicole Hudson and Kelly Hamilton, Riley and Naomi's bitchy underlings, appeared on the screen. They also wore slinky green sheaths and carried the same delicate satin bags. "Happy birthday, Mona, from your party court posse!" they cried blowing kisses.

Hanna frowned. Party court? No. The court dress wasn't green—it was champagne. Right?

Suddenly, a crowd of dancing kids parted. A beautiful blond girl strode right up to Hanna. It was Mona. She wore the exact same champagne-colored Zac Posen gown as Hanna—the one they'd both been fitted for at Saks. Except hers didn't pull across the stomach or the ass. The zipper didn't look puckered and strained, and there were no bulges. Instead, it accentuated Mona's thing waist and showed off her long, lithe legs.

Mona's eyes boggled. "What are you doing here?" She looked Hanna up and down, her mouth wobbling into a smile. "And where the hell did you get that dress?"

"You sent it to me," Hanna answered.

Mona stared at her like she was crazy. She pointed at Riley. "That's the court dress. I changed it. I wanted to be the only one wearing Champagne—not all of us." She looked Hanna up and down. "And certainly not any whales."

Everyone tittered, even the waitresses and the bartender. Hanna stepped back, confused. The room was quieter for a moment—the DJ was between songs. Mona wrinkled her nose and Hanna suddenly felt like a drawstring had pulled her throat closed. It all made horrible, sickening sense.

Of course Mona hadn't sent the dress. A had.

"Please leave." Mona crossed her arms over her chest and stared pointedly at Hanna's various bulges. "I disinvited you, remember?"

Hanna walked toward Mona, wanting to explain, but she stepped down unsteadily on her gold Jimmy Choo heel. She felt her ankle twist, her legs go out from under her, and her knees hit the ground. Worse, Hanna heard a loud, undeniable riiiiiiip. Suddenly, her butt felt a lot less constricted. As she twisted around to assess the damage, her side seam gave way, too. The whole side o the dress burst open from Hanna's ribs to her hip, exposing the thin, lacy straps of her Eberjey bra and thong.

"Oh my God!" Riley cried. Everyone howled with laughter. Hanna tried to cover herself up, but she didn't know where to start. Mona just stood there and let it happen, beautiful and queenlike in her perfect-fitting gown. It was hard for Hanna to imagine that only days ago they'd loved each other as only best friends could.

Mona placed her hands on her hips and looked over at the others. "Come on, girls," she sniffed. "This train wreck isn't worth our time."

Hanna's eyes filled with tears. Kids started to trample away, and someone tripped over Hanna, spilling warm beer on her legs. This train wreck isn't worth our time. Hanna heard the words echo in her head. Then she thought of something.

Remember when you saw Mona leaving the Bill Beach plastic surgery clinic? Hello, lipo!!

Hanna propped herself up against the cool marble floor. "Hey, Mona."

Mona turned and stared at her.

Hanna took a deep breath. "You look a lot skinnier since I saw you leaving Bill Beach. For lipo."

Mona cocked her head. But she didn't look horrified or embarrassed—just confused. She let out a snort and rolled her eyes. "Whatever, Hanna. You're so pathetic."

Mona tossed her hair over her shoulder and wove toward the stage. A wall of kids quickly separated them. Hanna sat up, covering the tear on her side with one hand and the tear on her ass with the other. And then, she saw it: her face, magnified a billion times on the Jumbotron screen. There was a long, panning shot of her dress. The fat under her arms bulged. The lines of her thong showed through the tight fabric. The Hanna on the screen took a step toward Mona and toppled over. The camera captured her dress splitting apart.

Hanna screamed and covered her eyes. Everyone's laughter felt like needles tattooing her skin. Then she felt a hand on her back. "Hanna."

Hanna peeped on her back. "Lucas?"

He was wearing dark trousers, an Atlantic Records T-shirt, and a pinstriped jacket. His longish hair looked thick and wild. The look on his face said he'd seen everything.

He took off his jacket and handed it to her. "Here. Put this on. Let's get you out of here."

Mona was climbing onstage. The crowd quivered with anticipation. On any normal party night, Hanna would have been front and center, ready to grind to the music. But instead, she grabbed Lucas's arm.