T.R- angst

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this one will be an angst because we love drama. this one might have a part 2, it depends and if there is one there also may be an alternative ending for the people who would like it. this is a vary of soft/cold tom. love you's xx


y/n pov.

"TOM CAN YOU JUST FUCKING LISTEN TO ME!! I'M NOT ASKING FOR THE MOON I'M ASKING FOR YOU TO LISTEN. TO. ME. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT EVEN FUCKING MEANS?! TO LISTEN?!" i shout exasperated.

"I am listening. It doesn't look like I have a choice in the matter with you shouting and causing a scene" he said calmly. As if discussing the weather.

"NO YOU'RE NOT THOMAS. YOU'RE REALLY NOT. IF YOU WERE LISTENING YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I'M TIRED TOM. I'M TIRED. I HAD ENOUGH. DO YOU HEAR ME?! I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DON'T OR CAN'T SHOW EMOTIONS I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE NOT CAPABLE OF LOVE I KNOW THAT. WETHER IT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO OR WHATEVER FUCKED UP REASON YOU THINK OF I UNDERSTAND. BUT WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS YOU STOMPING ON MY HEART LIKE THAT. YOU NEVER HAVE THE TIME FOR ME ANYMORE. YOU'RE USING ME! I KNOW YOU ARE. THERE'S NO OTHER EXPLANATION. WHY DO YOU NEED A GIRLFRIEND IF YOU DON'T WANT ONE? I WAS PATIENT FOR 2 YEARS. 2 FUCKING YEARS TOM. AND NOW YOU'RE THINKING OF MURDERING INNOCENT PEOPLE!! YOU'RE NOT EVEN A PURE BLOOD YOURSELF! YOU'RE A HYPOCRITE. EMOTIONLESS, COLD-BLOODED FREAK. I WENT THROUGH SHIT TOO TOM JUST YOU REMEMBER THAT AND YET I STILL RESPECT EVERYONE. I MAY NOT LIKE THEM BUT I WILL STILL SHOW THEM SOME VALUE OF RESPECT LIKE A MATURE PERSON! YOU'RE LIKE A LITTLE TODDLER; IF SOMETHING DOESNT GO YOUR WAY YOU HAVE A TANTRUM AND DESTROY EVERYTHING. YOU'RE DESTROYING LIVES TOM. LIVES." i finish the rant breathing in and out deeply. with a flash he's towering over me and I suddenly feel the most intense fear i ever felt. this shocked me too the core. i love tom. even now after everything. but knowing he can betray you, kill you within a heartbeat with no remorse scared the living shit out of me. he suddenly grabbed me by the arm as I wince from the pain 

"i knew it. you're just like the others. pathetic and weak. love is weak. it makes you vulnerable. i will achieve my dreams and no one will get in the way. no one you understand?" he threatened calmly.

"I know Tom. I realised that. Just know that I loved you. no. i still do and always will. you are my number one and that will never change. but there is something you need to know. I'm pregnant. And right now, I have to take care of another human being. OUR human being Tom and I can not possibly do that when I feel threatened by you. I never felt this but I need to protect my child. OUR child. So now that both of our decisions are made, it's time to say goodbye. I love you so fucking much it makes me want to scream. But I need to love our child too. bye tom. as-long as you're happy. I'll be happy" I say sobbing. I walked over and kissed him on the cheek. as i turned to look away he grabs my arm. 

"you're not pregnant. you can't be."

"guess what. I am. It's yours. You can believe me or not. I don't care. Try and see how I feel. Bye love." and yanking my arm out of his grasp I walk away.



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