The Language Of My Heart

"I Love You"

It is currently five
you went off to sleep
about two hours ago
im missing you
I can't stop thinking about last night
I remember it all so vividly
We said so much
So much i never thought we would say
I had a strong feeling this moment
was coming soon
The signs have been everywhere
Telling me take the chance go for it
Be a yes person and trust in this journey
So that is exactly what i am going to do
And i hope you can too
I was very nervous for you to read this
I felt scared to open myself up to you completely
Maybe i was afraid
that you didn't feel the same
Maybe i was afraid
of showing you how i feel fully
I was fighting with myself
back and forth
One half of me wanted to hold back
The other wanting to spill my whole heart out to you
I thought
"Fuck it"
How am i ever going to know how you feel
if i don't tell you how i do myself
My heart was doing jumping jacks
And my hands were shaking
I was having nervous fits of laughter
My brother was very confused i have to say
I thought i might cry
I haven't felt this strongly of anybody ever
I was so afraid
Then there it was
12:32am Thursday 1st of February
"I love you"
Those three words
They have been waiting to be spoken
I felt the heaviness lift up off of my cheast
A sigh of relief
A beautiful moment
I wasn't sure either of us
would ever say it
When i first heard you speak it aloud
I felt it in my cheast and my stomach
So deeply and so intensely
Those words
Those three words
They felt like a warm hug
rolling off of your tounge
wrapping around my body
giving me a sense of security
Its a pleasant feeling
I hope you are able to feel it too
my love.