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Un(happy)

Maybe it was because I was unhappy
Unhappy and confused

That I acted that way

I made you unhappy
And you said it was okay

You lied
And lied

And let them say what you felt
My mind could tell and my heart deceived me

My heart stayed loyal yet my body wanted to flee
Away from you
From all of you

Once again
Broken trust
Once again
Another fight
Once again
And for once
A goodbye
Forever
Never give in
Never take your words back
The ones you spread
The ones you said
My stupid heart told me

That I was happy and all was well
That I was happy and made you unhappy

And I became unhappy by making you unhappy

Then you become happy
And I was happy
Or was I?
But you made me just as unhappy and you knew it and I knew it

We all knew, didn't we?

Maybe if I would give in our Amity would have held longer

If I weren't the problem
If only I would have fought more
But what about you?

Did you have immunity?

Yet here we are
So let out that schadenfreude when you see me unhappy

Do you find happiness in mocking?
Then I wish  you  well
Mock me every time your eyes lay on me
I will remember when I called you my benevolence

And when I decided not to

Now I have found an amiable

In me

One you will never meet

So never become a foe

Never regain my trust

Never let me regain yours

as if we had never met before

And I will erase my memories
I will not remember

Not even  that day

With my coin  I withdraw

and I break our connection forevermore