CONSEQUENCES

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Funny,
how everyone said that you were the death of mine

Funny,
how everyone noticed how deeply i was in love with you
except you.

I've cried oceans for you
not that you've cared about a single of them
but eveytime
Something went wrong
I needed your validation
now that ain't possible
Because i cry and harm myself
Everyday possible

i shiver when
I see you now
Now i even your hallucinations
Scare me

it feels like I'm
Scared of you
Scared that you'll hurt me again
Scared how I'll ruin myself the same.

my body overreacts when
I see you
Anxiety hits me
and my legs start shivering again

I lose the ability to stand there
And you go like
Nothing ever happened.

have you ever thought of
me?

Have you ever felt bad
For me?

all you did was disrespect me
All i did was to take it

but how much more disrespect
Could i take more?
Just to save something
the other one
didn't even meant of.

My lips trembles
when I try to speak of you now
As there was a time
when i used to yap
About you every moment
of which everyone around me
Was bored of.

-wisteria.

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