Alloyed Souls

Is this...real...?

— H-huh...?! — I say, nervous about the whole situation.
— I know how it feels, human. Would you like to sit for some tea, before this whole thing? Don't get me wrong, it's not like I enjoy this situation either. — He gives me a patient smile.
I tremble for a moment, anxious and scared. He might even look handsome and cute in person, but...he's gonna kill me, right? I try to hold back the tears, to show that I'm strong, but it's not useful at all: I'm way too sensitive, so the tears start falling as my whole body shakes, scared by his height and width. Asgore is wearing a purplish blue cape, so, who knows if he doesn't have a weapon under it? What if he is really muscular and strong?
— I see...you're scared, I can tell. But...don't let the fear take over you, human. You can make bad decisions and regret later when you let your emotions take over the mind. If you don't want the tea, that's fine as well. I will be waiting for you when you're ready, and you don't need to come already if you don't wish. It's not like I enjoy this idea of hurting you. — He sighs, a sad tone on his voice.
The human decides to run away, on a natural instinct of survival. Asgore calls the human for a moment — Human? Why did you...? — Asgore, by automatic, follows the human behind until the entrance of the throne room, but stopped there as the human kept running, after all, he didn't want to scare him any more.

...

You come back home early, telling Alphys you would not meet her for the gaming and chilling night, and as you came home, your heart was still beating a little above the normal. Your legs felt weak and shaky, fear, mixed up with a feeling of...happiness? Yes, happiness. Happiness for getting enough bravery to meet the man. Happiness for finally seeing him...and for him not being aggressive with humans like you thought he'd be.

Who am I kidding with this? I can't lie to myself...I actually didn't really think he'd be aggressive with me, not with how I never killed anyone...this feeling...—Ugh, stop thinking too much! — I said to myself. The feelings are confusing...he's supposed to be the man who will end my life in this place. Why am I thinking so much about him all of a sudden? That weird feeling already existed when I studied about him and his backstory, but...why now that I've actually met him? I can't feel weird like that! He'll be my reaper, I cannot feel anything good about him.

Jonathan didn't realize he was standing still quiet and thinking for too long until he dropped his backpack on the floor by accident, making a loud "THUMP!" sound, that echoed around his room, that is not even empty, it's just quiet, like the rest of the house. They even forgot what they were doing...so he just changed clothes and did his piano practice early. Jonathan is not very good at piano, he feels like a loser for being unable to use both hands at the same time to different things yet, so he just tries to practice but never shows off, he prefers his drawing skills. 

...

Asgore yawned. He had a smile at the corner of his lips, but not a forced one like every day.
"It's not just a good day outside. Finally, something different happened. That human whose everyone spoke of, finally showed up, after hiding for so long from me, though they were scared. Even so, this makes me happy. I hope they appear more often, as it's nice to have someone's presence around, in my big, yet empty castle. And even if this human does not come back anymore...it'll be fine. I don't want the risk of having to fight them anyway. I just wish I could avoid harming anyone more...but my people depend on me, so I must guarantee their dreams achieved, even if it's against my wishes...I have new hopes after this human's appearance directly to me, maybe it's a good sign! Or maybe not...I just hope this means the end of monotone days to me. I am grateful for today." ~Asgore
 Asgore wrote in his diary, before going to bed.