Why is it all so dark?
I'm now seeing it's all just grey,
The lines are fading far, far away.
And this beast inside of me, eating me alive
I can't kill it, I can't kill it,
I know I see my sin, (this is eating me alive)
And i'm losing my grasp on all I want to become.
The horizion is growing dark,
What am I supposed to do now?
My dreams seem so hopeless,
My mind is blank, my heart is empty,
Just as this world expells me.
And this beast inside of me, eating me alive
I can't kill it, I can't kill it,
I know I see my sin, (this is eating me alive)
And i'm losing my grasp on all I want to become.
If you could just tell me where to turn,
Tell me what to think, what to believe,
I'm so lost and crazy,
Where have you all gone?
And this beast inside of me, eating me alive
I can't kill it, I can't kill it,
I know I see my sin, (this is eating me alive)
And i'm losing my grasp on all I want to become.
I wish I could lay, lifeless,
Right there in the sand,
I think i'm going down with the ship,
To the eye of the cyclone.
And this beast inside of me, eating me alive
I can't kill it, I can't kill it,
I know I see my sin, (this is eating me alive)
And i'm losing my grasp on all I want to become.
I owe everything,
I can't escape this,
No matter how hard I try.
The pressure intoxicates me and I can't breathe,
Needing that drug, that sweet morphling
To my heart, to my soul,
To everything I hold.
And this beast inside of me, eating me alive
I can't kill it, I can't kill it,
I know I see my sin, (this is eating me alive)
And i'm losing my grasp on all I want to become.
Laying awake at night,
Dreaming up things,
To keep myself alive,
For if it was up to me,
I'd be gone, and I'll be gone,
But for now, I'm trying to hold on.
