Thursday, 2:34 PM
P'wede ko sanang i-chat pero mas komportable akong magsulat dito. Hindi ako okay at salamat dahil p'wede kong sabihin sa 'yo. Unang naramdaman ko n'ong nakita ang video... naiyak. Dahil sa sobrang hiya, dahil naawa sa sarili, dahil hindi ko inasahan.
Masakit. I was crushed. Iniyak ko lang. Gusto ko sanang um-absent ulit ngayon pero ayokong sirain ng video ang buhay ko, kaya pinili kong lumaban. At the end of the day, alam ko na kung bakit 'yon nangyari.
It taught me to embrace my flaws. I have been so insecure for so long and I know I will still feel insecure pero dahil sa nangyari, magagawa kong tanggapin ang pakiramdam. Gusto kong yakapin 'yon hanggang sa hindi ko na maramdaman.
I believe God is teaching me the right way to feel good in my own skin. Tatlong minuto lang habang nakanganga ang nakita ng lahat, hindi ang buong kuwento ng buhay ko. I won't let their judgments wear me down.
Thank you for defending me in your post but don't stress yourself na. Let's all move on. Thanks for being my friend.
PS: Congrats sa inyo ni Ash!
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