Let's dance

Touching and failing

"We should warm up before we start. We could get a ligament if we don't." Alec suggested that on one hand because it was true and on the other hand because he wanted to kill time. "Okay." Magnus answered and sat down on the ground with sepearted legs. He noticed only now how good Alec looked in his white tang top and the black joggers. "What for a dance is it by the way? Is it difficult?" Magnus asked because he hated awkward silence. "It's not that bad. I'll go easy on you but there will be harder ones." Alec answered with a shy smile and Magnus chuckled. "Well, if I break something we can forget the award." Magnus laughed and Alec thought Magnus laugh was really beautiful. No other man gave Alec the feeling Magnus gave him except HIM and that was what scared him. Magnus remaind him in so many things on HIM but he was also so different in so many things. "It's a contemporary with a few backdflips of me and the song is Gravity from Sara Bareilles." Alec explained while Magnus continued to stretch his body. "Okay. I don't know the song but I saw your backflips and we should win just because of them." Magnus chuckled and Alec blushed a little even he was still scared to let Magnus close he thought he could manage. "Why don't we start with the most difficult move?" Alec asked and Magnus nodded with a smile even he was scared to mess up. "You said you danced before you became a celebrity. What kind of dance was it?" Alec asked and Magnus shrugged but was surprised that Alec talked so much. "It was like freestyle. I did my own choreography but it have been already 5 years since the last time I really danced so don't expect to much, please." Magnus answered with a weak smile and Alec nodded with a friendly smile. "Don't worry. I don't expect you to be the best dancer of all time. I didn't even expect that you have a dance background but you have and that's perfect." Alec said and Magnus heart jumped a little because of Alecs words even there wasn't a reason for that. "For this move you need a really good body voltage. But we will place a soft mat on the ground so you won't get hurt, okay?" Alec asked and was already walking to a little room of the studio. "Sure. Would be sad if I didn't even have the chance to dance with you because I'm so clumsy." Magnus chuckled and Alec shook his head because it wasn't that. The move was really difficult and even experienced dancer could get hurt during that. "Okay you need to stand with your face to the mat." Alec explained and his hands were getting really sweaty because he should touch Magnus now... for real. "Okay and then?" Magnus asked excited and looked at Alec who looked a bit nervous. "Are you okay? You look nervous." Magnus said and Alec shook his head while he told himself in his head Magnus wasn't him. "Yeah...I just don't want you to get hurt." Alec answered and on one hand it was true on the other one it was a lie but he could manage. "Now you need to put your hands around my neck without turing around. Lock them behind my neck so I can help you to keep balance." Alec explained and when Magnus did what he said it was like a wave of electricity was going through his body. No one touched him for so long but even the touch scared him it was so soft and gentle at the same time. Alec tried to stay calm and not let it get him even it was hard he did it. "Okay...now you have to let to fall yourself forward...but carefully." Alec added and Magnus could feel how tensed Alec was which made him also nervous. "Why are you so nervous?" Magnus asked with a low voice. His hands were still behind Alecs neck and he was facing Alec with his back who tried everything to relax. "Just do what I said." Alec answered and he could slap himself because he knew his answer was rude. "Sorry." Magnus apologized but Alec knew he should actually be the one who apologized. "It's fine...I just didn't dance with someone for a long time. You trust me?" Alec asked and if Magnus would ask him this question he would say no not because he didn't want to but because he couldn't. "Yup." Magnus answered and Alec never wished more he could answer like that without lying. "Then you need to fall forward and you need to let go of my neck when you touch the ground with your stomach. I try to turn a cartwheel and please don't be upset if it doesn't work right away." Alec answered and even he didn't want to think that he wanted that Magnus took his hands off him as soon as possible. Alec had this war inside of him where one side was for pushing Magnus away which was his fear and the other side was for letting Magnus hands on him. "Okay...I'll do it now." Magnus said with a nervous feeling and slowly leaned forward while Alec kept his strong stand only leaning in a little. "Good. That's...ahhh." Magnus slammed with his whole weight on the matt and Alec fall with him. Alec jumped up again and even their whol bodies touched only for a few seconds it was horror. How was he supposed to dance like that? "Sorry...it was my fault." Magnus said and got up again while he rubbed his face which hurt because he fall on it. Even the mat was soft it still hurt to fall face down on a mat. Alecs heart was racing and he could almost hear his own heartbeat but he didn't allow himself to freak out now. It took all his strenght to not freak out but he made it work somehow and when he looked in Magnus brown eyes the feeling was gone. He only looked in Magnus beautiful brown eyes and just like that the feeling of freaking out was gone. Magnus scared the shit out of Alec even he didn't do anything but at the same time Magnus calmed him down. It was weird because all the times he was alone with a man he freaked out even they didn't touch him but with Magnus it was different. "Should we try it again or did you hit your face bad?" Alec asked and looked a bit concerned at Magnus who shook his head. "No. I think it's okay." Magnus answered and Alec nodded with a smile. "I told you I'm not really good." Magnus sighed and Alec felt sorry because this wasn't Magnus fault. "No. Even expirienced dancer can get hurt during that. That's why I wanted to start with that so we have enough time to train it." Alec answered with a forced smile but when he saw Magnus releived smile his smile wasn't forced anymore. "Okay. But sorry if I hurt you." Magnus said with a soft smile that made Alecs heart jump. "No worries. Max once broke me my nose while we tried a move. I hope you won't." Alec chuckled...he really made fun with Magnus...he wanted to tease him. He never was so relaxed with a man but maybe it was because he knew Bear was there...maybe. "I wouldn't forgive myself if I did that." Magnus answered with a goofy grin and Alec smiled back at him. What was this man just doing with him?...//tbc what is Magnus just doing with Alec?🤔🤔💕💕💕💕💕💕