Let's dance

Nightmare

Magnus didn't go back to sleep instead he was running his hands through Alecs hair and looked out of the window. He send a message to Mark telling they wouldn't leave for a while but also that everything was fine. Magnus was wondering why Alec and Jace played video games the whole night but he knew Alec would tell him when he wakes up again. Suddenly Magnus felt Alec flinch pretty badly and Alec was clunching onto Magnus shirt. "Alexander...hei...wake up, Babe." Magnus said softly and caressed Alecs cheek with the back of his palm. Alecs eyes fluttered open and as soon as he saw Magnus he burried his face deep in his chest. A breath of realive filled the room when Alec realized that Magnus was there and it was all just a bad dream. Magnus wrapped his arms around Alec and planted soft kisses on the top of Alecs head. "Everything is okay...I'm here." Magnus said softly and Alec nodded still his face buried in Magnus chest. "Was it a bad dream?" Magnus asked and Alec nodded lightly breathing in Magnus calming scent. "Do you wanna talk about it?" Magnus asked and again Alec nodded shyly finally peaking up at Magnus. "He...he was here...he...he...looked at me...told me that I don't deserve to be happy and...and he hurt you..." Alec stuttered a little still the sleep and fear was written on his face but Magnus smiled weakly at him. "He is gone, Alexander...he can't hurt anyone anymore." Magnus said softly and placed a soft kiss on Alecs forehead. "Yes...you are right...I don't have nightmares very often since we got closer." Alec answered and Magnus was glad about that but he was still sad Alec had them once in a while. "That's good to hear...small steps remember. I didn't only mean sexual things we are also slowly on the way to get you to sleep without nightmares...to a life without pain." Magnus said caressing Alecs cheek who smiled shyly at him but he was really thankful. Since he had Magnus he had a reason to fight against his depressed slef and against the one who told him everything was worthless. Suddenly a huge fown covered Alec forehead when he remembered last night and that Magnus went home last night. "Wh...when did you come...oh my god what time is it?" Alec asked in shock looking with wide eyes at Magnus who only let a little chuckl escape his lips. "When I went to the dance studio you weren't there and I was a bit worried so Mark drove me here. I found you in Jaces room on the floor tight asleep and still the controller in your hand." Magnus explained and Alec felt a bit bad that Magnus had to worry about him but yesterday was an exceptional situation. "I'm sorry you had to worry. Jace broke up with Clary...he thinks she is cheating." Alec answered and Magnus rolled his eyes a little placing a peck on Alecs lips before he spoke again. "First of all it is my job as your boyfriend to worry in these cases even I prefere I don't have to. Second of all I don't think or better said I can't imagine that Clary would ever cheat on Jace...she loves him and I've seen it." Magnus answered and Alec nodded totally agreeing with the last point but the firts point got him blushing a little. "Yeah...I hope it is a missunderstanding. I hate seeing him so hurt...he is way to young to have a broken heart." Alec sighed and Magnus knew that Alec really cared about Jace so he understood that Alec was hurt too. "So you carried me here?" Alec asked really shyly and looked up at Magnus with rosie cheeks. "Yup but don't worry I won't expect you to pay for my shirt." Magnus answered and Alec rose an eyebrow a bit confused about what Magnus was talking about. "I think I can just wash the drool off." Magnus added and brusted out laughing while Alec grumbled a little nudging Magnus a little in his chest. "I love you, Magnus." Alec answered just staring at Magnus who slowly stopped to laugh and smiled at him. "I love you to, Alexander." Magnus said and Alec smiled at him the love in his eyes growing with each second he watched Magnus. "You are the first one I told...I mean you are the fisrt one I told I'm not related to." Alec confessed and was a bit nervous about Magnus reaction but it was the best reaction he thought of. "I don't want to sound possessive but actually I'm really glad about that. To be honest I forgot what love was...I even start to doubt that I ever knew what love was until I met you. I'm happy that there are things I can be your first one and that you are my first in some things too." Magnus answered and Alecs heart was melting from all the love but he didn't want it to be any other way. "You are my first in so many things, Magnus." Alec mumbled a little and buried his face back in Magnus chest taking the time to inhale the scent of sandalwood. "My Alexander." Magnus said softly and wrapped his arms around Alecs body. Alec smiled against Magnus chest and placed a soft kiss on it. Here right now in Magnus arms he felt safe and it felt like nothing bad could happen when Magnus held him like that. "You even are my first boyfriend...William and I were dating but we never came that far." Alec then said with a bit of pain in his voice but Magnus finger caressing his back let the pain fade. "I only was with Camille and a few one nightstands I can count on one hand but never in my whole life I met someone who is as special as you." Magnus answered and felt another smile of Alec against his chest. Magnus loved how he could talk with Alec about deep stuff like that and no one would judge him. He loved how Alec opened up and Magnus loved the way how easy it was for himself to open up to Alec. But Magnus trusted Alec he trusted Alec in the second he saw him for the first time and Magnus realized that in the moment he saw Alec, Alec had his heart...//tbc is it getting too cheesy? Let me know please😂💙💙💙😓❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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