Jesstra: Eternal Love

Drunken Antics

    Many a glass later I saw everything twice. Sasha was blurry. Sasha's glasses made her quadruple vision double. So at least her glasses still worked. It was almost 12:00 midnight and I had enough of a brain to call it a night. I pulled Sasha aside. "It's 12:00. If we want a decent grade we need to go back now." I said half slurred. "5 more minutes." She whined looking at the insane party. "If you have another glass you will vomit." I warned. My unknown adrenaline was making my mind clear. She pouted as I dragged her. "Wait." She said and I stopped on cue. She leaned in to kiss me, but I didn't move away in time, her lips met mine. I pulled away moments later and immediately started walking backward.

    "Enjoy your party." I said before reorienting my direction and faced forward to where I was walking. Being drunk I did not enjoy. I finally made it back and collapsed onto my bed after throwing my books onto to the floor. I set my alarm for a decent hour and slept. When I awoke, I was plagued by a migraine, confusion and guilt. I looked at my clock. Apparently I did it wrong and set it for 7pm instead of am. I rushed out to my art class and arrived as the last few. "Good morning. If any of you were at the party, shake off your hangover." He said to all of us. It sounded like he was yelling.

    "Draw what you feel right now." He instructed us. I was feeling so much it was unreal. Anger, pain, guilt, and confusion. My hand was dragging itself across the paper. I couldn't stop it nor did I try to. It became something even I couldn't understand. My paper felt like a foreign language. I slammed my pencil down and looked at the marked paper. The professor came to take my paper. "Wow Petra, I had no idea how you felt." He said holding it up for everyone to see. I wanted to hide. How do I tell or not tell Jess about Sasha?