Its happening again. It knocked on the door and I let it in and I don't know what to do. It's the same as it was the first time I've lost my ability to cry and feel sadness. I've become numb to it. Its a regular feeling and I know it will end but everything feels like there's no end. And i cant explain good enough. I don't want to let anyone in. I am the darkness they run from.
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ok, this one was a while ago, yes, but rereading this piece, and the best way to explain this if you don't understand is the song monster by Gabbie Hanna, I understand that its a meme and what not, but it is a great song one of my favorites.
