I haven't had one of those days when
I want to stand up from
my bed in a while.
My room looks like a safe zone.
I think if I step out I'm going to be triggered again.I don't want to be triggered again. It's not a good feeling. When I'm triggered my body is an unannounced earthquake.
When I'm triggered my mind is one of those unvisited cemeteries.
So when I tell you "please understand' or "please give me some time."
Please listen to me.
Sometimes I just wouldn't meet your expectations.
Sometimes all I need is a big break from all the noise and the chaos.
Also please know that I do want to get better.
Please know that I am also hoping tomorrow would be the day I'll want to get up from my bed.
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sunflower [ poetry/ proses/ quotes]
Poetry✿ Like sunflowers I want to grow in the places where there is melliflous poetry, soft anxiety, imbue art, ethereal canvas, wild fleurs, iridescent galaxies and nefarious stars ✿ [Ranked highest #1 in poems] ACHIEVEMENTS ♡ #1 in writings on 16.0...