18_Broken Toys_18

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Sam and the officers arrived finally, seeing the Impala out front.

"Fuck.." Sam sighed. "Okay everyone, my brother in-law has already gotten here. Don't shoot him."

"He shouldn't be interacting with the criminal!" An officer yelled.

"Well it's y'all's faults for sitting around like sacks of shit!" Sam growls. "Now let's go!"

They march in, the front door already being broken down, and all split up to look around for him. As Sam looks he finds the basement door, open wide. When he looks inside he let's out a massive sigh of relief.

"Dean!" Dean doesn't move at his words, making Sam worried.

"He's sleeping, Sam.." Castiel announces.

"Oh.. Okay, phew." Sam looks around. "So where's Lucifer?"

Castiel visibly freezes at those words. "I.. left him in the hallway.."

"You didn't restrain him?" Sam's voice starts to rise from panic.

"Sam, the moment I saw Dean I just had to get to him! Don't you understand?" He curses to himself. "Son of a bitch!"

After a few minutes some officers came in, along with some medics when they were sure Lucifer was not there. When they tried taking Dean away from Cas he growled, holding him harder.

"Sir, he needs to go to the hospital," She tries. "I understand you-"

"No, no you don't understand. I am not leaving him, you can't make me."

"Guys, he seriously won't leave him just have them go together." Sam sighs.

They eventually agree and let Cas carry a sleeping and half naked Dean to the ambulance. The only thing Castiel could think was He could come back. He could come back again and take Dean. He could take Dean, or maybe even the twins. I can't let that happen. I can't lose them again. Never.

They took Dean from his arms when he was lost in thought, and he tried to reach out for him but he was already on the stretcher.

"No!" He tried to struggle out of Sam's hold on him, "Let me go! I have to see Dean! S-Stop, Sam! Please.."

"Cas, they know what they're doing. Dean is going to be okay."

A silent "Cas.." Was heard from inside the vehicle, making Castiel rip himself from Sam and jump into the ambulance by Dean's side.

"Dean, yes it's me, It's Cas, I'm right here, Princess I'm right here.." He gets a tight hold on his hand, for he can't grab any other part of him. "I'm right here Dean, it's okay."

"C-Cas, where's.." He can't even say the name.

The alpha swallows nervously, "W-We don't need to worry about that right now, okay? You're safe, you're finally safe and that's all that matters." Sam enters the ambulance as well. "Look! Sam's here, we're all here baby."

"Quit calling me names like that, it's embarrassing.."

Castiel smiles so softly. "Like what? Like.. princess? Baby? Honey? What about-"

"Shut up, Bitch." Dean laughs.

Sam smiles seeing Castiel so happy again and seeing Dean smile again. He kneels down at the bed next to Cas. "Hey Dean, how you feelin?"

"Like shit." Dean let's out a shakey sigh. "He did.. so much stuff to me.." He feels tears build up again, Castiel noticing them and holding his hand tighter, bringing it to his lips and kissing it softly and reassuringly. "C-Cas I'm so s-sorry.."

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"Sorry for what? Dean, you did nothing wrong!"

"T-The mark.. Your mark I-I-It's g-gone.."

Castiel felt anger run through him again. "It's okay, we don't need a mark. I still love you and I don't need a mark to show you that."

Dean still had doubts, Castiel doesn't know everything Lucifer did to him. After Lucifer started his rut, he raped him. Every. Day. Every day he was abused and touched when and where he didn't want to be. His traumatic thoughts were erased momentarily when Castiel's lips met his own, his alpha noticing how stressed Dean was again. He pulls away and runs his thumb across his cheek softly, wiping the tear away.

The car starts moving and takes them to the hospital, Sam saying that he'll take the Impala. Soon after, Dean fell back asleep, leaving Castiel alone in silence next to Dean. He thinks back to what he saw in there, the puddle of what's obviously blood and cum. Just the thought makes him so angry... He's gonna kill Lucifer. If he raped his baby, he's dead.

Once they finally made it to the hospital they had to take Dean again. He didn't try and take him back, though, he knew they this was there job and they knew what they were doing. He was just so angry when he had just got Dean back, he hadn't seen him in a week, which felt like forever. He hates himself for what happened. If only he had woken up to save Dean, everything would be okay. Dean would have been okay.

Why couldn't Lucifer take him instead? Dean didn't deserve this. He never did. He deserved to just be happy, why couldn't just that one simple thing happen?

He felt a tap on his shoulder and looked up, seeing Sam and Jess holding Jack and Claire. He sighed in relief when he saw them, reaching out for them both. He held the two of them close, not too hard so he doesn't hurt them.

They sat in the waiting area for what felt like hours when a doctor finally came in. He gestures for Cas to follow him, so he gives the twins to the other couple, thanking them for watching them, and following him. When they stop at Dean's door he looks at his clipboard.

"As you know the omega was hurt badly, it will take some time to recover from it. He has a broken hand, we're assuming from punching something repeatedly, and several cuts, gashes and bruises. There's some other stuff the omega—"

"—Dean."

"—Yes, sorry, Dean has suffered through. Nothing we can be sure of, though."

"I just want to see Dean." The doctor nods and opens the door, exposing a very bandaged up Dean laying on the bed sleeping.

Castiel rushes over to his side yet again, holding the hand that isn't broken and kissing it. "I'm so sorry Dean.."

He pulls up a chair next to the bed and waits for him to wake up.

When Dean wakes up he notices that he's in a hospital. He then realizes the feeling of someone holding his hand and looks over, seeing a worn out, tired and sleeping Castiel at his side. He looked so miserable. Maybe he did miss him.. but he'll wish he was gone once he finds out all the stuff that Lucifer did to him. He'll never love him after that. Dean's a mistake, he's all fucked up now and no one would love him for that. He was surprised Castiel took him in in the first place, but now he's sure. Castiel will never love him again.

He accidentally let's a tear fall when trying to suppress his crying. It seems to have woken up Cas, because he starts shifting and groans. Castiel look up tiredly and see's Dean crying. His eyes widen and he stands up, bringing his hands to Dean's cheeks and looking into his eyes softly and lovingly, along with worriedly.

"Dean! Dean, baby, are you okay? What is it?"

Dean pushes Castiel away with his hands, looking away from him which made him hurt.

"D-Dean?"

"Stop.."

"What? Dean what is-"

"I said stop!" Castiel froze. "I don't need this right now.."

"Need what?"

"Stop pretending.."

"Pretending? Dean, what do you mean?"

"Stop pretending you love me. I'm a fucking mess and I know it, you don't need to pretend anymore."

The words made Castiel's heart sink. "Dean, why would I pretend? I love you, and I will always love you. No matter what. You don't have to worry."

"Yeah, keep saying that.." He refuses to look at Cas, not believing his statement.

Castiel sighs sadly, sitting back down in the chair with his head in his hands. He feels his palm grow wet, meaning he has started crying too. He try's to wipe the tears away but more just keep coming. He feels the sob coming and storms out of the room, Castiel's sniffling being the last thing Dean hears beforehand.

He goes into the hallway and slides down the wall, covering his mouth with his hands to try and choke down the sounds but it's no use. Dean thought Castiel didn't love him. He didn't even want to talk to him. This was one of his worst nightmares. He just wanted to hold Dean close and tell him he loves him, to tell him everything's alright. That everything will be okay. Why can't he have just that?

When Dean see's him leave he believes that he's won. Castiel storming out angry, that was him showing that Dean was telling the truth. Castiel didn't love him anymore. Why would he?

No one likes a broken toy.

i'm just pumping these out like a factory

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