Wasn't Supposed To Happen//Destiel

22_It's (Not) Going To Be Okay_22

Dean dropped the test and backed up into the wall, tears pooling at his eyes. When Sam heard the thud he ran to the bathroom, trying to open it but it was locked. Jess saw Sam run so she followed.

"Dean? Dean are you okay?" Sam asked, voice laced with worry.

Jessica felt her heart ache, she knows what the sound was. She knows why it happened. "Dean It's going to be okay, we're here for you.."

Sam gave her a questioning look but then trend back to the door. He was thinking of kicking it down but then remembered their father's terrible parenting skills, so he grabbed some bobby pins. He messed with the lock until it finally clicked. When Sam opened the door he saw Dean backed into the corner, cowering away from the white and pink stick on the ground.

Jessica ran to Dean's side and hugged him while he cried, trying to calm his breathing and prevent a panic attack. Sam went over to the test on the ground and picked it up, looking at it curiously. When he saw the two lines he froze. This is why Dean threw up, why he's been acting more panicked and scared than usual.

When Sam looked to Dean he noticed his brother break even more. "..Dean..? What is this?" He asks softly and woefully.

Dean doesn't answer to Jess does it for him.

"Dean is, as you can see, pregnant.. and Dean believes that the baby is Luci-" Dean flinches. "His. He's scared that you'll.. leave him."

"What? No, Dean I wouldn't never leave you because of this," Sam frowns. "This is not your fault, you shouldn't think that we'd hate you."

"You might not, but C-Cas will.." He mumbles.

"What? No, Dean, Cas would not hate you for this." Sam explains. "He loves you so much. It's disgusting, really." Sam laughs lightly.

Dean starts calming down but his heart was still heavy with doubt. He doesn't believe his brother's words. He may think that Castiel wouldn't leave him, but he's not Castiel. How would he know? How well does Dean really know Castiel? He only met him at a coffee shop, had too many drinks one night, got pregnant with his kid, and now they're married. Yeah, he knows about his family and stuff but what if he was lying? What if Castiel let him get taken? What if this is all a setup?

Dean hadn't noticed his breathing speed up again, "Dean! Dean you need to calm down! Hey!"

His wide, scared eyes meet Sam's worried ones. "Dean. Come on, you need to sleep."

Dean nodded and let them lead him to a guest room. He passed out almost immediately, all this stress and crying made him really tired. When Sam and Jess left the room they spoke.

"We need to tell Cas."

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The week was incredibly painful for Cas, he couldn't climax from himself alone. He needed Dean. He needed Dean but he couldn't have him, he couldn't use him like that. Especially from the recent occasions. He was so glad the week had finally ended. Once he had heard Dean leave the house with Sam he escaped the cold bathroom, making his way to the bed which smelled of Dean. He rolled his hips on the bed in an attempt to release but it did nothing.

He did that for days, being painfully hard and being unable to cum. He was so happy when it finally died down and his rut was over. He could see Dean again, he felt bad for throwing him at Sam. It's not his fault he has his mating cycles.

When he calls Sam saying he's coming over he notices the tension in Sam's voice. Had something happened with Dean? Cas drives over to his house and knocks on the door, seeing it open soon after and being met with a worried looking Sam.