His Nerd

Chapter Fifty-Seven

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Some of you have asked for a Blake P.O.V. 

You ask, I comply (: 

Hope you guys enjoy!!

Warning: Abusive content ahead!

                                    (To lessen any confusion, the first scene is when Blake is 6 years old)

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My eyes flung wide open at the sound of glass being shattered

"You're going to see her again aren't you?" I heard mommy's shaky voice ask before another glass hit the wall causing me to jump under my covers

This the third fight this week, I thought whimpering as I slowly removed the blanket from my head

My heart was pounding against my chest as I got up from my bed and tiptoed to my door, slowly opening it before peaking an eye out

"Whose going to please me? You?" Daddy dauntingly asked before looking her up and down in disgust, "I need somebody to get my dick hard. All you're capable of doing is making me question why I ever asked you to be my fucking wife"  He spit as mommy looked at him with tears falling down her cheeks as she was gasping to breathe 

Next thing I know, his hand connected with her cheek causing me to scream as tears flooded my eyes

Mommy's head whipped to the side at the force of the impact, clutching her face, as she fell down to her knees crying

"Desperate whore is all that you are" He hissed 

I couldn't take it anymore as I ran to mommy holding her causing daddy's attention to turn to me

"Let me teach you something son" he said before dragging me away from her touch as his cold eyes connected with my flooded ones, "If you want a women to behave, you must show her, her place" he said as I hiccuped from the tears 

"Or are you going to turn into the bitch?" He asked staring me down before grabbing his jacket and leaving

I turned back to mommy hugging her, "let me help you" I whispered before she harshly pushed me off

"I don't want your help" she spoke menacingly 

"b-but-"

"Nobody wants you. You're the reason he doesn't love me anymore you selfish brat" She spit looking at me in full hatred 

I looked at mommy in shock and pain, why would she say that

Is it true? Am I the reason daddy hurts mommy? 

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Everyone is born pure but not all remain pure. When love is foreign and affection is unfamiliar, your life goes by empty and alone. 

The ones who like to say I'm callous are the do-gooder losers that have never endured raw pain. The ones that believe pain subsides with time. One's who've never been taught the rules of winner takes all. 

People love to say you come out of it stronger but no. You come out of it destroyed.

I will however admit the worst tendency someone could have is self deception

And that was me. 

I act on impulse and afterwords try and reason for those actions. 

But could you really blame me? I was conditioned to be like this. I was expected to be like this. Why fight what I've already been taught?