Angelita // Oscar Diaz

Part 1

Oscar's p.o.v

(after killing Cuchillos)

After a whole year of dealing with the shit Cuchillos put me and my brother through, I realized that I don't want to live like this anymore. I just don't know how to get out of it. I flicked my cigarette into the grass and went inside the house.

Cesar and his friends were sitting at the table talking as I walked past them. "I'm so excited for her to get back, it's been forever." Ruby said. They all started to get quiet. "Why y'all get so quiet?" I said walking to the kitchen."Santana's coming back." Cesar said, grinning wide as hell. I felt my heart stop. " Now back to our conversation, so y'all are telling me my sweet angel Santana, was in love with that? How?" Jamal asked, pointing at me. I mean mugged him. Sometimes I really wanna choke the shit out of this kid. "Oh yeah, they were really in love, like they were talking about marriage in love" Cesar answered. "But then she decided to go to College, Oscar got mad at her for it and told her to not come back to Freeridge and ever since then my cousin has never come to visit." Ruby added, glaring at me. I grabbed a beer out of the fridge. "I never really meant that." I said walking to my room. I laid back on my bed thinking about Santana. The way I ended our relationship was so selfish and stupid. I wish I could take everything back.

 "Oscar!" Santana yelled running across the street from her house over to me. She was overly excited. "What are you so excited for?" I asked, putting my hands on her hips. " I just got a full ride scholarship from my dream college!" She told me with the biggest smile on her face. "You're still on this college shit?" Her smile disappeared. "Oscar,you know this is something I've wanted for a really long time." She said looking down at the ground. I took my hands off her hips "So what about us, huh? You're just gonna leave me?" I asked her. " No! Babe it's not that far away, I'll come back every weekend and break." She said, trying to grab my hand. I pulled my hand away. "That's not enough Santana. You don't think once you leave that things are gonna change between us?" Tears started to build up in her eyes. " I love you and I wouldn't let anything get between us. Why can't you be supportive? Don't you want a better future for us?" she asked. I looked past her. " If you leave, don't come back to Freeridge." I said starting to walk away. " Don't do this to me, Oscar." She said, trying to grab me. "You made your decision, go home Santana. We're done." I said walking away from her.

End of flashback -

"Fuck" I said under my breath. " You still think about her Osc?" Cesar said walking into my room. I just nodded my head. " Maybe when she comes back you can fix things." He said. " Cesar, it's been four years and she's never come back.I ruined it, she thinks I hate her. Plus, she probably doesn't feel the same anymore. She probably got a new man too." I told him, getting in my feelings. "Well if it helps, Ruby told me she hasn't been in a real relationship since the breakup and you didn't scare her away if she's coming back." I sat up. " Really?" I asked, getting hopeful. " Yeah. Oscar, you both have been a major part of each other's lives and I doubt she would hold a grudge so maybe there's a chance to at least be friends." He said. "Yeah, maybe." I said laying back down.

Santana's pov

"Girl, can we take a break from packing your stuff? I'm so tired." my best friend Maria asked. I'm so glad she came to help me move out and move back home. "Yeah, I'm tired too." I said laying on the floor. "So are you ready to come back home?" She asked. "Yeah, I miss my family and my little babies." I said. "Oh you mean the kids and Spooky?" She said, I rolled my eyes. "You're so messy." She laid on the floor beside me. "Girl, you know that's the love of your life. Stop playin". I nudged her. "He was the love of my life, but all that's over with. Things change." I told her as I played with my nails. "Santana, be so real with yourself right now. You still have love for him. She said, "We live two completely different lives, Maria. I don't think it was ever going to work out in the end. I'm the innocent little goody two shoes and he's The gang leader. We don't fit together." I said. "Lie again, You two were the perfect match even though you guys were polar opposites.Plus, Word on the street is that he's gonna step down from the Santos." Maria said. I squinted at her. "Oscar Diaz leaving Los Santos? You're lying." I said. She smacked my arm. "I'm not lying! They're saying he's tired of the gang shit." I sat up.

"I highly doubt it but whatever, I'm hungry. Wanna go get some food?" I asked Maria. " Bitch you know I want some food." She said getting up. While we got something to eat the thought of Oscar was still in my mind.

I would be lying if I said I didn't love him anymore. It's hard to move on when you've spent your whole life with someone. Oscar was my best friend, he protected me and always made sure I was okay. I shouldn't even be sitting here thinking about him, from what I've heard he moved on pretty quickly. Now only if I could move on.