Is the pain enough?
Another voice inside my head that I kept on fighting as I let the bullets pierced every target.
Am I really satisfied?
The oblivion of my thought as it lingered again from that one night that I saw her eyes.
I've never felt this kind of hunger before. I never wanted someone else but when I saw her the night at the part of my friend, it was like a euphoria of feelings swirling as I caught her laughing freely then our eyes met.
She has two beautiful dark orbs that could eat me alive by just staring at here. And then I thought about her name, in both Greek and russian it means Queen of surpassing beauty, but is also wise, it suited her well because in that exact time, I felt my heart throb abnormally and it never happened to me before.
If it was just lust then my soldier should've stood up but no. It was my heart that got robbed by her.
When was the last time I saw her?
Ah yes, we were still so little back then. I remembered how messy she were when we first met and I hated her for that 'cause I like things that are under control and clean. Pero sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, we met again after twelve years of me being away from this country.
She looks so different, she matured a lot and also she smiled a lot and I don't know why I hated that. I want her to smile only to me but how can I do that? I will never force myself to her like what my father did to my mother back then. I love him but what my mother suffered under his hands made me wanna kill him.
I felt someone staring at me from behind but I ignored it for a while and just focused my eyes on the target until I finished the remaining bullets. I disassembled it and just place it in the table before taking off the muffles in my ears.
I turned around with a sour mood and face the culprit who's been staring at me the whole time. My mouth parted when I saw who it was.
Standing in front of me, wearing a simple skirt above her knee and a shirt that says 'you a bad bitch because I am' tucked in on her skirt. Pinarisan niya lang iyon ng puting sneakers while her hair isn't tied up. May hawak siyang muffles amd protective glasses.
"Uhm, you're Damon right? We met at the party a month ago. Do you remember me?"
Damn girl, we met when you were six years old and now you're fucking eighteen. How could I forget that beautiful eyes of yours and that friendly smile that I want only for myself.
She pouted when she saw that I didn't even say a word.
"It's Phoebe, do you remember now?"
I closed my gaping mouth and clenched my jaw as I stop myself from owning her. Ang lapit namin and I can smell her sweet feminine scent na strawberry. Fuck, mas lalong lumalim ang paghinga ko dahil nararamdaman ko na nanabubuhay na ang halimaw na nakatago sa ilalim ng pants ko. Fucking shit!
"Yeah, I never forget faces." I simply answered.
I saw how her expression changed from smiling to frowning.
"You have a very deep voice." komento niya na nagpabigla sakin.
I calmed myself as her lips moved as she played with it using her finger while staring at me like I'm some specimen. My forehead creased and decided to turn my back at her before speaking. It's rude but I don't want her to see my stupid hard-on just because of her strawberry scent.
"What do you want?" I didn't want to sound rude at her but fuck this hard on.
"Ay, seryoso." She uttered absentmindedly. "Turuan mo akong bumaril. I don't know how to do that."
Napapikit naman ako ng mariin habang inaayos ang holster na nakakabit sa bewang ko. Alam niya ba ang sinasabi niya? Tangina.
"I'm busy, I'll find you someone else that could help you."
"Busy pero may time ka para hanapan ako ng ibang tao? You serious?" Bahagya ng halata ang inis sa boses niya puro mas puno iyon ng sarcasm.
She didn't like what I said.
"Look," I controlled myself not too shout at her, fuck, this is the third time that I lost my patience. "I don't want to be rude but I'm really busy and you are disturbing me. Find somebody else to play with that gun, little girl or maybe just go home."
Aalis na sana ako para pakalmahin ang sarili ko pero pinigilan niya ako sa braso gamit ang kamay niya. My breathing rugged as I felt how soft her hand was against my rough skin na puno ng iba't-ibang sugat dahil sa training ko noon kay tatay. Halos magmura ako noong hinaplos niya pa iyon bago inangat ang tingin kaya nagtama ang mata namin.
"Where did you got these?"
"None of your business, little girl."
Ngumuso naman siya na ikinaigting ng panga ko.
"I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm eighteen!"
I sighed harshly. I don't want this stupid conversation with her.
"What do you really need?"
"Tito Hunter told you na may babantayan ma diba?"
Nangunot ang noo ko. "How did you know?"
Mas lalo siyang kumapit sa braso ko bago ako nginitian ng malapad. Napamura naman ako sa isip ko at hindi nagpakits ng kahit anong emosyon sa mukha habang nakatingin sakanya.
"Ako ang babantayan mo. Starting right now, you will be my bodyguard kaya turuan mo na akong bumaril."
Bloody hell.
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