me,you,& hennessy

S3 ARGUMENT

NEW YORK, 10:35 SCHOOL BATHROOM

"but you don't really call me anymoreee" I whined pouting about to cry."Savitri stop wit dat cryin shit didn't I tell you I had some ta do?!" he yelled making tears fall down my cheeks as I crossed my arms huffing having a temper tantrum. we argued more and he just sighed."I'm not bout ta deal withco bullshit Savitri I'm out..." he mumbled on his phone making me whine"don't goo I need you" I whined sniffling grabbing his arm making him smack his teeth."mmtch Savitri let me go why you grippin me bruh?!" he then yanked his arm away shaking his head leaving the bathroom making me bust out into tears because he was TOO good to lose. as I finally got one crying and my nose was all red and my eyes were a little red too and my cheeks were a little puffy as I wiped my tears away looking at myself. is it because I wasn't wearing any makeup today? was it because I got a little chubby? was it how I smelled?the way I talk?my voice?

all of these questions filled my head as I fixed my hair tucking some behind my hair my ear piercings showing and I decided to go all natural today not really wanting to dress up today wearing sweats and a tight hoodie with some UGGs. I then got myself together knowing I would bust out in tears if I saw him pulling myself together fixing my hair walking out the bathroom. the bell then rung as I grabbed my bag going to pe putting on my Nike skirt and Nike shirt that fit really well on me as I walked out and I LOOKED GOOD but I didn't feel like it. almost everything about me was perfect but I still felt insecure. after pe I changed back into my regular clothes and it was lunch and I could find Maya or Anna anywhere as I tried to sit with Sam Gabe and Jager but they kept giving me sexual comments and we're annoying as hell so I had no choice but to sit at my regular table as I sat next to Heather sighing a little. my stomach grumbled as I stared at my food not wanting to eat feeling like I was being fat. "girl what's wrong I thought you loved pizza?" I then felt like throwing up shaking my head no making her rub my back leaning my head on her shoulder glaring at Dustin since he didn't do anything making him shrug his shoulders. I felt my eyes get watery since he didn't even care. I thought he loved me?

Heather then hosted a pool party at my house inviting all my classes as everyone was here and I saw Dustin an Brandt and Alex and Jayden walk in almost making me pass out. btw here's her look right now.