"I don't want to hide anything from you" He said
"I will be very honest" "Yes I had a casual affair with a girl name Myra...in my college" He admitted
"Then..." She said in low voice
"But we were never serious" "It was just casual..." "She was beautiful, rich , smart..." "Dating her was like...every guy's dream" "And even she was interested in relationship with me" "That's how we fell into relationship..." "But there was nothing like love...between us" "It was more kind of show off thing" "Showing off...to other guys that I have Myra as my girlfriend" "You know na...how it is college..."
"Going together for parties, hangouts, trips...just like that" "People use to get jealous of us..." "Some of them adore us..." "But...the truth was unknown to them" "We were never serious..." "Love was never the thing that kept us together" "In a casual relation of 1.5 years...we did kissed each other" "We came close many times...but trust me...I never crossed my limits" "I swear on you..." He said like a small child
"Why did you broke up with her?" She asked
"Like as I said...we were never serious...college ended...and we..."
"Hmm..." She replied
"You never had feelings for her?" "And...even she never felt anything for you? She asked
"No..." He replied
"Still you were in relationship with her" "You guys were close..." "Without feelings" She said
"Sanyukta...it was casual..like a passing affair" "I never felt anything for her the way I felt for you..." "I never felt that connection with her...the way I feel connected to you" "She never cared for me like you care..." "In fact... she use to provoke me for drinks" "She never loved me...but you love me...since our childhood" He said clutching her shoulders trying to make her believe his point
"Did you ever tried to know her feelings Randhir?" She asked
Randhir's hands slipped down from her shoulders.
"No..but I knew...there was nothing from her side" Randhir said
"How did you guys break up?" "I know it must be mutual...but kuch toh hua hoga.." "Aaise hi toh nahi nahi...you guys set your ways apart from each other just like that" She said
"Don't you trust me Sanyukta?" His voice held seriousness
She nodded but that was not so convincing for him to accept.
"You want to know how we broke up" He said
She nodded
"Remember...when my dadu died" "I had came to India that time..." He said
She nodded
"I saw you after so many years" "First those 7 years of hostel and then 3 years of college..." "I saw you after 10 years"
"I was 21 and you were 17 years old" "you were totally changed..." "10 years before...you were a cute, bubbly...chasmish school going girl...but by then..you turned into young and beautiful girl" "I felt a sudden attraction..." "Something pulled me towards you..." "You toh don't even use to talk with me..." "Jab bhi main tumhare saamne aata tha...mujse dur bhagti thi..." "I felt weird...I used to wonder why do you run away like this..."
"But it used to hurt me jab tum aaisa karti thi" "I used to come to talk to you...and you used to run away as if I am ghost" "Something that always kept me hooked to you" "Then I went back to London..." "Last two months were left for my graduation to complete"
"On reaching London...I came to know that Myra...was having another affair" "I caught her red-handed making out with other guy" "I didn't felt...anything" "Didn't felt bad...cause we both knew we were never serious" "I had no hard feelings for her..." "And then by mutual understanding...we broke up" He said
"Aagar muje usse pyaar hota...or had some feelings for her...I would have felt bad" "But that didn't happened..." "In fact I was happy...cause we knew we were not the right person for each other" "Even she wanted this..." "She was serious with that other guy...I wished her luck for her future with him"
"Then I came back to India..." "I am not in contact with her" "And it all ended there...I left it behind" "It was my past...but your are my everything...my present...my...fu-future.."
"You are my first love..." "My first...and my true love" His eyes welcomed tears
"Never knew what love is...never knew how it feels to be in love...or to love someone..." "Aagar main London main nahi hota na...yahi hota...toh pakka tumse tabse hi pyaar karne lagta..." He said
She smiled
"I am glad...you honestly told me everything" She said
"You are part of me...and you have right to know about my life" He said
"Aur kitne casual affairs the tumhare" She laughed
"Only one...wahi bhari pad raha aabhi" He laughed too
She hide herself in his hug
"You aren't upset with me na?" He said
"No..." "Why should I...?" "That was your past..." "I understand..." "Thanks...for being honest to me" She said
"Thanks for understanding me..." He replied
- - - - - - - - -
"Hi...how're you?" Kabir said over the phone
"Kabir...what a pleasant surprise...I am doing good" "How about you?" said a girl on other side
"I am doing fantastic..." Kabir replied
"Glad to hear...and how is Randhir?" The girl asked
"Randhir..." He laughed
"You know Myra...Randhir is married man now" Kabir laughed more
'"What?" "Really" "He got married" "OMG...Hahahaha" Myra laughed
"Yes...and that too with their driver's daughter" "A girl who can never match up to Shekhawat's standards" "But one thing she has...in her" "She is damn sexy...hot AF" "But Randhir snatched that chance from me" Kabir said
"How shameless you are Kabir...you have not changed a bit" "Tabhi vaise the...aaj bhi vaise hi ho..." Myra said
"So Myra...any plans...of coming to India" "You should meet Randhir's wife Sanyukta" Kabir said
"India...No ways...You know na I hate it..." "BTW I don't know you are aware of it or not...but there is college re-union arranged after 15 days" "I hope you got invitation" Myra said
"Ofc I got...I am coming" Kabir said
"And Randhir?" She asked
"Okay...so much eagerness to know" Kabir teased her
"Ofcourse...if he is coming...we will be meeting each other after 5years" "Dekhe toh zara...married Randhir dikhta kaisa hai" Myra said
"Dude...he is very loyal to his wife" "Loves her...too" Kabir said
"I see..." Myra said blowing air in her nails
"So...see you then...in London" "Will relive college memories" Kabir said
"Sure... I want to relive all memories" Myra said
They disconnected the call
TBC
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FanfictionRandhir Singh Shekhawat a handsome,rich,spoil brat,out of focus,carefree,confused but a sensitive and caring person by heart. Basically he has no aim in life. Has no idea what to do in life and future. One mistake he did which changes his life...
