last few frail leaves cling to thread-like branches,
fluttering
like moths
about to take flight.
when mother first told me to sell her arms
her wrists
were as skinny
as the trees' limbs, now.
we sold my sister's
tongue and legs
to get through the first months
of the previous winter.
this year, all that remains
valuable in this hut are:
my half-maimed body,
that could go nowhere,
but a mass-burial pit;
damp, aged pillars,
already shaking and rotting
to its core;
a single iron pan
we cook everything with;
and mother's and sister's straw mats
long emptied
since spring.
autumn's final exhale
holds abated,
cusps on the roiling ocean waves,
lengthens only because she
wants to see how much longer
could stubborn mortality
and reckless reluctance
hold onto.
her ceaseless curiosity unfurls
the same way
winter's sturdy fingers
have already been testing the stone boulders.
excitement
sweeping through the crisp, thin air.
childish keen eagerness
grazed across tree tops and lake surfaces,
cradling the frozen sailors' corpses, left open on shore, to his bosom.
like a father, welcoming his sons home.
strangely, over the dying hearth,
i can already hear
his graceful footsteps, drawing near.
feel his gentle kiss,
his kind blessing,
and his promise
brushing across my sunken cheekbones.
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saccade: the series of small, jerky movements of the eyes when changing focus from one point to another
prompt: limbs
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Death of a Nihilist [poetry]
Poetryyou should be scared of life as much as you're scared of death. // A Modern Tragedy, Volume IV | UPDATING DAILY FOR APRIL //