Work. That's all I've done for a week now, I felt like shit, the stress always got to Y/n around this time of year. It was Pax.
As much as I wanted her to come with me I always had to convince her, either with back rubs or movie nights, she hates the jet lag, she hates the crowds.
She really just hates sharing me, especially because the third day of pax is her birthday.
It hard to spend it with me, and she hates that the most, She always went on shopping trips with Mika, Amy, Maria, and Molly.
I spent the night with her, I know she enjoyed those trips with the girls but I also know she'd rather get quality time with me.
I sighed as I put together the last video, I stood up from my desk, my legs cracked. I groaned in pain and I went to turn off the monitor, I heard a soft yet noticeable knock.
"Yes?" I yelled from my desk, I saw Y/n push the door open, I smiled softly,
"Oh god I've needed to see you all day!" I smiled and scooped her up holding her gorgeous body next to mine.
"No no..." she pushed off,
"What's wrong?" I just noticed the mascara running down her face,
"Y/n?!" I set her down, I tried wiping the black marks and the water works.
She pushed me away once again,
"I can't take it anymore." Her bottom lip quivered as the next words broke my heart,
"I want to break up." Her eyes watered even more and her body was weak.
"No! Wait what?!" I panicked I quickly closed the door and stood in front of it so she was unable to leave,
"When you leave for pax. I'm won't be here when you get back, I can't take it anymore I can't have you when I need you," I then watched her try to push past me,
"No! I can do better I'll be there! Your being unreasonable!" I cried she stopped moving,
"Unreasonable?!" She pushed free,
"No! I didn't mean that!" I face palmed
"Sean...I love you...but I can't handle it anymore. If you won't love me I need to find someone who will." I wiped my eyes as tears flowed at those words,
"I will." I mumbled in a shaky voice,
"No. You had a chance and you didn't. We both know recently it's been shit for me." I know exactly what she meant she's gone in four business trips this month and has crazy jet lag, I have been working when she gets home so I can't spend time with her.
"I'm done, I'm sorry." She pushed past me once again, I held her back this time,
"Do you think I'm not trying?! We both work! But I'm doing everything I can after these two weeks I can spend all the time with you!" I reminded her
"Until the next convention." She growled
"Don't get all sassy I'm trying to fix us!" I snapped she flinched while I yelled
"I don't think we can be fixed, every year we've been together, you've missed my birthday. Every year." She stuck those words to me like a bandaids
"This year I'll do better! I'm trying! Goddamnit! Can't you see that I'm working my ass off so I could afford your fucking ring!" I gasped at my last words
"Ring?" She rose her brows in shock,
"It doesn't matter anymore." I was filled with anger and depression,
"Were you gonna propose...?" Those words cut through me,
"Mhm" I nodded blankly I moved past her, her body nearly fell.
"You're kidding" she was in shock
"Well if your leaving me, then it's whatever." I let silent tears fall I tried to distract myself,
"When?" She asked sitting on the floor in a spot I put a little chair for her, she loves that spot it's right in the sun and it makes her happy,
"At pax I was gonna bring you on stage on your birthday and then I was gonna tell you how much I love you and have the crowd ask if you'll marry me," I practically saw her heart shatter,
"But you don't think I care so clearly it doesn't matter" I glanced at the small satin box,
"I'm sorry." She was on the brink of crying again,
