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Self harm
Intrusive thoughts
Suicidal thoughts
Recently you hadn't been feeling good, you felt isolated from happiness and sad every minute of every day. You thought you had people fooled that you were happy until today
As you and jaden got home from sway you couldn't help but think to yourself how pretty the other girls were, mads was perfect so why would jaden go for someone like you instead of her?
I don't deser jaden he can do so much better than me. You thought to yourself
You ran upstairs and locked yourself in the bathroom finally allowing the tears you had kept back day to come out
Your thoughts:
Why am I so ugly
I hate myself
Why can't I ever be happy
Why am I always so sad
I hate my life
I should just end it
No one would care
No one likes me anyway
Jaden doesn't love me
I'm so stupid
You finally noticed a blade in your hand, you didn't know when you had got that out due to all of your intrusive thoughts. As tears rolled down your face you started to cut your wrist multiple times watching the blood roll from your arms in satisfaction
Jaden POV:
Y/n hasn't been her self lately I'm worried about her
When we got home she ran upstairs and locked herself in the bathroom
I knew she wasn't okay
J: y/n are you okay baby?
Y: I'm fine
J: can I come in ?
Y: no
J: baby please I just wanna help you
Y: I'm fine
J: I know your not okay
More tears rolled down your face you knew jaden wasn't going to give up so you opens the door
J: omg baby
Y: please don't look at me
J: why would you do this to yourself *tears up*
Y: I hate myself
J: baby no your perfect I love you so much
J: what's wrong
Y: I don't know
J: * wrapping his arms around you* why don't you know ?
Y: I don't know why I feel like this jaden, why can't I be happy ?
J: I know it's hard but your strong and I'll help you find your happiness you just need to believe in yourself
Y: okay *more tears streaming down your face*
J: come on baby we need to clean those cuts
Y: thank you
J: what for
Y: everything
J: you don't need to thank me I'll be here with you every step of the way but baby you need help and I'm gonna get you some okay ?
Y: okay *sniffle*
The rest of the night jaden wouldn't leave your sight and you cuddled all night and just talked for hours, he made you feel so much better
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Sway house imagines
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