Sway house imagines

Derealization|| josh richards

Tw// derealisation
If you don't know what this is Derealization is a mental state where you feel detached from your surroundings. People and objects around you may seem unreal. Even so, you're aware that this altered state isn't normal.
This imagine is based off of my experience

Y/n's POV

Me josh Bryce and Blake were out at the store target to be specific, when I started feeling weird like really weird. I felt as though I was floating almost like I was high but then things got kind of blurry and everything seemed so unreal. My movements were slow it was like I was glitching I didn't know what was happening I was so confused it was really scaring me, I couldn't feel my body anymore I could hardly stand bc I couldn't feel my legs or anything and everything was so loud but quiet at the same time it was like I was in a dream. Everything was so close yet so far I was really scared I didn't know what was happening I didn't know where I was suddenly everything just felt so unreal like I was in a world only I was in I was so scared and I didn't know what to do.

"Ayo baby you coming ?" Josh said. It just went straight through my head. Huh

"Baby?" Josh said again confused by my actions

Was this real ?
Was I dreaming?
Was I even here?
No one seemed real?
Was this all in my head?

"Y/n you good?" Blake said approaching me

"No stop"  I said confused

"Y/n are you good?" Bryce asked me

Again it was just going in my head and out my mind wasn't processing anything around me

"This isn't real" I said trying to calm myself down

"Your not real"

"I need to wake up"

It was scaring me even more that I couldn't feel  my body was I real? Was I dead?

"Baby what's not real?" Josh said confused

I ignored him lost in my thoughts thinking of a way to escape this horrible feeling

Josh's POV

Yo wtf is going on with her she was fine a minute ago why is she acting all weird did something happen

"Man what is she talking about" Blake asked me

"I don't know dude it's kinda freaking me out what does she mean nothings real"

"Has she taken anything" Bryce asked me

"Dude no she's literally been with me all day I don't know what's up with her maybe she just feels faint or something and is getting confused" I said

Y/N POV

I don't know how to describe the way I'm feeling right now I'm freaking out but one thing for sure is I need to go home like now my head is spinning I don't know what's happening.

"Home, I need to get home" I managed to choke out.

"Baby what's going on" josh said

"Home" I said I didn't know if he was real or not but I just needed to get home

"Ight boys I gotta help her I'm taking her home right now" josh said

"Okay dude see you later" both Blake and Bryce said

All of a sudden I felt as though I was gonna pass out and then just like that I was out

Josh's POV

y/n literally just passed out I'm calling 911 right now

The paramedics turned up I explained everything that just happens in target they got her to the hospital and were running some tests on her like. They didn't find anything dodgy in her bloods either so she definitely didn't take anything so Idk what's caused all this

I'm holding y/n's hand when she starts to wake up

"Hey baby how you feeling"

"What why am I here what happened" she said

"You started freaking out in target saying shit like nothing is real and then you passed out"

"I'm gonna go get the doctor don't move okay, I love you" I said

"I love you too baby" she said

"Hey y/n sweetie how are you feeling?" The doctor said

"I'm fine what happened"

"Well sweetie it seems you went u to a dissociative episode"