Bipolar || josh richards

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Josh's POV

For some time now my girlfriend y/n has been acting really wired. Some days she can't get out of bed or look me in the eyes, she looks emotionless and numb. However on other days she'll have the so much energy like the other day I literally got woken up in the middle of the night to her having a music party in our living room. And finally on other days she just feels so sad and depressed that she smokes marijuana to feel okay, I'm really worried


Today was a day where she didn't get out of bed.

She hasn't said a word all day

I think today I'm gonna try and get her some help I mean she acts like nothings wrong but this isn't normal I need to get it through to her

J: y/n baby you wanna get out of bed

No reply

J: y/n

Again no reply

J: baby

Once again no reply she was just staring at the ceiling like her life depended on it

I sat down next to y/n and slowly pulled her into my arms so I wouldn't startle her

J: baby what's going on ?

She finally looks me in the eyes but doesn't say anything. She looks numb. My heart feels like it just broke

J: baby talk to me, I love you so much

Y: leave me alone josh

J: no baby I'm not going anywhere your not okay and we need to get you some help

Y: how many times have I told you I'm fine

J: baby this isn't normal your emotions are all over the place one day your all depressed and numb in bed not talking to anyone then the next your having the time of your life and then you feel so sad you smoke marijuana. Baby talk to me what's making this happen

Y: JOSH IM FINE LEAVE ME ALONE

I decided to give her a breather and leave the room I know deep down she knows somethings wrong but she just doesn't want to believe it

Y/n's POV

What's wrong with me I know what josh said is true why did I just shout at him I need help I don't know what's happening to me and now josh probably hates me he left

I'm just sat down with my face buried deep in the hands letting tears escape until I hear the door open again

J: baby are you okay

No reply

J: baby are you crying, come here

*he sit down on the bed next to you and pulls you onto his lap wrapping his arms around you and gently kissing your head and whispering comforting things like "shhh it okay" and "it's gonna be okay baby I'm here"*

Y: I'm sorry

J: it's okay

Y: your right josh I don't know what's wrong with me

J: I know baby it's gonna be okay we're gonna get you some help

Y: I'm scared

J: I know your are baby but I'll be here every step of the way

Y: okay

J: I love you my princess now come on let's watch a movie

Y: I love you too

Ahhhh sorry guys I'll make a part 2 soon
Sorry for the sorta cliff hanger lol

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