jesus x judas- enemies to lovers

a flashback

"..john...?" judas called out from under the candlelit hall. it was late at night but judas needed someone to talk to.

john woke
"the fuck you want bitch" he hurled a piece of fabric at the offender. it didnt go far.
judas dodged the fabric swiftly.
"i.. uhm.."
judas shuffled nervou- shyly.

john led judas to the hall to get some bread. it was late but they were equally ravenous.
"..well?"

judas told him everything. about how he felt about jesus.

john looked judas deep in his beautiful amethyst crystal wolf princess of the darnkess shy crush: jake eyes and listened to his deep story full of sadness sorrow and lust. john listened intently, his hand resting on his chin. judas spoke very highly of jesus, john noticed. he pondered for a moment, as he always did. judas finished and waited for johns answer.

"well?" judas asked.

finally, john spoke.

"...thats.. kinda gay."