Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Guilty

SMACK!!!!

A hard slap landed on Forth face,making half of his face go numb.

"I said sign the divorce papers" Mr David shouted angrily

"I will never sign the divorce papers" Forth said, looking straight into his father's eyes shamelessly.

"Sign The Divorce Papers" Forth's stubbornness was making him even more angry. Mr David stepped forward and punched Forth hard on the face

Forth stumbled backwards but regained his composure before falling

His lower lip got deep cut from one corner and began to bleed

Forth rolled his tongue in mouth and wiped blood with thumb

"Even if you kill me here, I will not sign" Forth said in cold voice while trying to hide the pain

"I SAID SIGN THE DIVORCE PAPERS" Mr David shouted as forcefully as he could. He was going mad with anger at Forth's shamelessness and stubbornness

"AND I SAID I  WILL NEVER SIGN DIVORCE PAPERS" Forth shouted louder than his father

"Is there not even a little shame in your eyes?...How much more will you morally fall down ? How much more will you ruin the boy? Aren't you satisfied yet?" Mr David grabbed him by the collar and started beating him

Forth did not try to save himself. He was sitting quietly and receiving his father's punches.

I will make you sign the papers today, If you don't sign these papers today, I will kill you" Mr David was out of breath but he was constantly beating Forth. There was moisture in his eyes with anger.

"Please don't hit him, I will convince him.... Your health is not good ,Please don't make worse your health" Mrs David ran to him and tried to stop her husband

"What if my health got worst? The father of such a lousy son must die. Tell him to sign or I will shoot him with my own hands" Mr David got tired of beating Forth but was constantly beating him

"Ok he will sign the papers. Please come to your room, I will talk to him later" Mrs David stopped his husband and took him by the hand and led him away from Forth

"Tell to your son what to do. if he does not sign the divorce papers,no one would be worst than me" Mr David said angrily with imbalance breath

"Ok, he will sign the papers, lets go to the room. rest a bit, your health is not well. Mrs David said in worried voice and took him to the room 

Forth was expresionlessly looking at them walking towards the room. He brushed his thumb on his lip to wipe the blood and hissed in pain.

After being beaten so much, his body became numb but there was not even a small tear in his eyes

Wayo, who was standing in a corner and was watching all this with scared eyes. As soon as his father left, he ran to Forth.

"P'Forth, are you alright?" Wayo knelt down beside him and asked while crying

"What can happen to me? Don't cry ,I am perfectly fine" Forth faked smile and wiped the tears from Wayo's eyes

"Why don't you sign the papers? Please sign them na." Wayo said with hesitation

"Never" Forth answered bluntly

"You've already hurt him a lot. Please don't hurt him anymore" Wayo said without looking in Forth eyes but didn't get any answer from him

"He may forgive you for your wrongdoing after you have signed up" Wayo lifted his head and looked at Forth

"I don't want such apology for which I have to divorce him" Forth said carelessly while wiping the blood from lip

"Life is giving you a chance to do something that will ease his pain a little bit,and who knows If you apologize to him for what you have done to him and sign the divorce papers,maybe your  image become a little bit good in his eyes" wayo was trying to persuade him

"If to become a good in his eyes means to divorce him and leave him, then I don't want to be good in his eyes...... I am okay to be bad and evil in his eyes" Forth said with down face and bit his lower lip to hide the storms of emotions which was raising inside him

"Why are you doing this to him...... Please Phi set him free" Wayo said in teary voice

"I can't set h.....him free" Forth said in slow voice, breaking in the end.

"Please Phi ...... its wrong "Wayo could clearly see the broken tormented person behind his cold poker face

"I love him so much.... I..... I know that I am becoming selfish but..... but the thought of letting him go takes my... my breath away" A tear escaped from Forth eye but he quickly wiped it

"But he doesn't love you Phi and will never love you" Wayo looked at forth with teary eyes

"I... I don't care if he loves me ...or...or not but I will never sign the divorce papers" Forth was at breaking point,  there was a lot of pain on his face

"Will you hurt him more for your own happiness?And do you think that if you do not divorce him, he will be yours?" Wayo wanted to convince him at any cost because he couldn't let his brother hurt Beam more by any mean

"I know he won't be mine but he will not be able to become anyone else" a thin painful smile appeared on Forth face and he looked at Wayo with painful teary eyes

"You are doing very wrong,It will only increase his hatred" Wayo said in teary voice

"Then you tell me what to do? I know I am terribly wrong from the start to the end but... hic.... but I can't be a good person at the point ....I have to be selfish to keep him by my side because I... hic... I love him so much and I can't live... hic.... without him" Forth, who was trying very hard to hold back his tears, brust into tears

"I am ready to do anything for his forgiveness... hic.... I can rub my nose in his foot and ask for his forgiveness, I will become his slave.... hic...I am willing for the worst punishment from him but I ..hic... I can't let him go..hic..." Forth put his head on his knees while crying with painful sobs

"Please Phi....hic...don... don't cry na"Wayo weapped his arms around him

"...hic.... hic... I.... I don't know what to do. I know that ...hic....I have done very wrong with him and i feel very suffocating.... I.... I know I deserve a more humiliating punishment than dogs.... hic...but I can't let him go...hic... Please tell him to punish me inhumanely but not to leave me....hic.. I beg him..... hic....Please" Forth said with a lot of pain in his voice, his guilt was painfully killing him from inside.

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