Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Broken

Beam looked at his mother with eyes full of tears and pain

Their was a huge pain and helplessness on his face

Whatever he heard and the horrible truth came to him was multiple times more than his endurance

His inner self was too weak to accept the reality, his mind choose the way of escape and stopped working properly

Mr Kongthanin went near to beam and was about to put hand on his shoulder but beam pushed his hand away and stood up with a jerk

"Please beam give me a chance to explain"Mr Kongthanin said in slow defeated voice

Beam harshly wiped his tears away and said in cracked voice "I have to go" and ran out of the room

"Please beam listen to me" Mr Kongthanin tried to stop him but he ran out of the room, the door closed with a loud voice

Mr Kongthanin looked at the close door with eyes full of regret and pain

Mr Kongthanin took out his mobile phone and sent the message to someone to keep eyes on beam

Mr Kongthanin put the mobile in his pocket and knelt down in front of Miss jane who was sitting on the ground and was painfully crying and sobbing for her elder son without caring about what was going on there or in which pain beam was...

"Please don't do this to beam.... we all have already given him a lot of pain. You are  his last hope and happiness. Don't be the cause of his suffering like all of us...." Mr Kongthanin said in begging voice and tried hard to hold back his tears

"Please for God sake give me back my Phana" Miss Jane was in her own world, she joint her both hands and begged with tears

"He will be late to go to school, he did not even have breakfast yet. He is a little kid please don't separate him from his mother.... I will die without him" Miss jane said in voice full of pain and helplessness, tears were falling down from her eyes like water

Mr Kongthanin tried hard to bring her back in present but none of Mr Kongthanin's pleas had any effect on her. Only Phana's name was on her heart, mind and tongue.

It was not her fault that she refused to recognize beam. She was forced by her illness. There was a different kind of storm in her heart.The hope of regaining the son she had driven mad after losing had paralysed her understanding. Beyond phana she could not even see her youngest son's nerve breaking pain.

Mr Kongthanin looked at Miss jane with hopelessly and helplessly

Mr Kongthanin couldn't waste more time so he texted to someone and hurriedly stood up to go after beam

Beam's pendant, which was with Phana after the accident and was given to Mr Kongthanin before phana went to jail , fell down from Mr Kongthanin pocket in a hurry.

The pendant fell to the ground in front of Miss Jane.

Miss Jane took the pendent from the ground

The pendant had a light 'B' engraved on it. Miss jane rubbed thumb on the letter "B",  blurry pictures began to spin in front of her eyes and some unclear voices began to echoing in her ears

"B??" Miss jane muttered while thinking something and rubbed her thumb on the letter "B". It seemed like she is trying to remember something very important

"Beam........... My beamie?" Miss jane looked at the pendant with wide eyes and said in worried voice

"Where is my beamie" Miss jane tightly grabbed Mr Kongthanin's hand and asked in desperate voice

Mr Kongthanin looked at her dumbfoundedly

"have you come to snatch my beamie from me?" Miss jane looked at Mr Kongthanin with frightened eyes

"Have you come snatching my beamie from me after my Phana?"Miss Jane's hands started trembling with fear

"No no I will not let you snatch my beam. Where is my beam..." Miss jane asked in scared shaking voice

"No I didn't come to snatch beam fromyou" Mr Kongthanin got scared to see the sudden change in Miss Jane's behaviour

"Where is my beam?"

"Where are you beamie??"

"Please give me back my son, please give me back my beam.. where is my beam" miss Jane's condition became more worse, she was screaming with her whole might and started finding beam and attacking Mr Kongthanin

2 nurses came into the room to hear Miss Jane's screams and tried to handle her but she was not coming to anyone's control and started attacking and screaming more aggressively

"I didn't come to snatch your beam from you. Please for God sake try to understand." Mr Kongthanin tried to calm miss Jane down

"Then why are you here? Where is my beam? Give me back my beam" Miss jane was still shouting and was not ready to understand anything.

"Please, beam needs you... your beam is in a lot of pain. He needs you and your love . Please don't be like that,  if you do this then who will take care of beam"

"Please for your both son's sake calm yourself down and try to understand what I am saying"

"beam needs you a lot at this time. If we did nothing at this time, we will not have anything other than regret" Tears started falling down from Mr Kongthanin's aged eyes

"If you keep doing this then you will lose your beam forever. Do you want to lose him?Mr Kongthanin joint his both hands and looked at her with pleading eyes

Miss jane stopped to hear it and looked at Mr Kongthanin with confuse and scared face

"What happened to my beamie?" Miss jane asked in worried voice

"Madam please take your medicine first. You didn't have in the morning that's why you got panic attack" A nurse said and gave her medicines

After taking the medicines,her condition started getting better and she got calm down

Mr Kongthanin told her that beam is in the same hospital and his condition is not good, he needs his mother's love,only you can gather and fix his broken and scattered existence

Miss jane got scared to hear it"where is beam?"Miss jane looked at  Mr Kongthanin with eyes full of tears and worries

"Come with me" Mr Kongthanin grabbed her by hand and headed towards beam's ward room.

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