Pha was sitting on the hospital bench in front of ICU
His whole body was sweating in cold weather
His soul was trembling
His hair was scattered and his eyes were swollen
His eyes were red like blood because of crying, it looked like blood would come out of his eyes anytime
His legs were shaking and he was taking breathes haphazardly
Sometimes he cut his nails with his teeth and sometimes insert his nails into the skin of his hand
He was peeling off his own skin with his nailsHe was looking like a mental patient who is hurting himself silently
A number of wounds had became on his hands that were bleeding but pha was lost in his thoughts without feeling any pain. He was just feeling pain in his heart
Lam park wayo and forth were standing there ,they all were sad
Forth's inner love and true feelings for beam were not ready to hide anymore
Forth didn't want to talk to pha and others had no dare to ask pha anything
No one knew the truth.no one knew that what is pha's relationship with beam.
Pha didn't tell anything to anyone
Wayo's heart was shedding tears of blood to see his p pha in such condition ,he was worried for beam too. every falling tear of wayo was praying for p pha and beam
Its seemed like pha have became a mental patient
Forth's condition was also not good from pha
He was walking in front of ICU anxiously ,didn't know since when tears were falling from his eyes.his eyes were swollen too
He didn't know that beam is pha baby brother
Forth didn't know that if he love beam or not,he only knew that if anything happened to beam he would die too
Forth's heart was crying and praying for beam
His heart was begging from God beam's life
His heart was hurting like hell
He wanted to burn the whole universe
He wanted to kill his best friend pha who was the reason of this situation
Forth looked at pha angirly , he did not understand whether to scream at pha or to cry out loud
He didn't understand whether he should kill pha or give a painful death to himself
He looked at pha again with hatred and turned his face to other side and wiped his tears
He was sacred ,he didn't want to lose beam
He had realised the importance of beam in his life
He was feeling like someone have stabbed a sharp glass knife in his heart
Tears again started falling from his eyes
After a while doctor came out from ICU,forth quickly went to the doctor. Lam park and wayo started looking at the doctor with hopeful eyes
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Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)
FanfictionThis is a heavy angst story. the story focussed on struggle of Beam to save himself from his obsessive, abusive boyfriend Forth. To the outside world Forth was suave and charming , At home he was a different person