My Belligerent Lover

☆CHAPTER FIFTEEN

•THE PROPOSAL!

But today.

I really wish James to come out to express his feelings about me.

But I don't think it will happen because James is on leave today.

I don't know why but I feel like Edward is ignoring me.

And I didn't even see Leah today.

Where did they all go?

I then called Leah, she said that she has a show in the usual restaurant where she plays.

She told me that she will pick me up in the evening.

As I already had my extra study hours, it is the time they close the library.

It is already 7:00pm.

I am still waiting for her.

Our campus is empty now.

So, I started walking slowly.

I tried calling Leah but she didn't pick up.

It is so dark.

Wtf!

Is it a clown standing there under the tree?

I am on chills right now.

I stopped walking.

I asked, "who is that?

I got no response.

Shit!

The clown guy started walking towards me.

I thought this is the time to run.

I started running towards my college.

I tried pulling the doors and luckily the door opened.

I turned back to see if it is following me.

And shit!

He is following me.

I then thought of hiding inside in our auditorium.

I got onto the stage trying to hide behind the large curtains.

There is this flash light on the stage.

I am so freaking out right now.

Then I heard someone talking in the mic.

I can only hear it.

But cannot see who it is.

Wait!

Is this James talking in the mic?

I couldn't understand what the hell is going on right now because I am so scared.

James in mic he told me to worry nothing.

It is all setup by him.

And he also told that he wanted to tell me something.

I am turning my head left and right to find him but it is all dark except the place where I am standing.

He then gave a sudden pause and started talking to me again after giving a hard long breath.

I could tell how nervous he is with his breath.

[with smile] [James talking]

"Hannah, I don't know how to start, but I can tell you that I had feelings for you before I even realized it.

At first, I was so angry because you got me suspension, but later I realized without you being around me with your craziness always made me feel lonely and empty.

And I also know about the play because of what you saw at my house that day.

I don't deny it but I can assure you that it is nothing between us.

Emma did it because she thought I had feelings for her.

Nothing much.

I am so sorry to have hurt you like that.

I was a coward to express my feelings.

I really want to be part of your world.

Hannah, no matter what it takes, I'll try to give my best and all to see you smile every day.

•SHOULD I?

Then I heard footsteps from behind.

I turned back.

I see James coming closer to me holding an orchids bouquet.

He gave the bouquet and held my hands.

He looked to my hands and then laid his eyes on me and asked, "All I wanted to ask is, "can I keep you and not let you go?

Can you be part of my world?

Can I be the first to see you when you are awake?

Can I be the one to see all your craziness?

Will you be mine Hannah?

OH MY GOD!

Is he proposing me right now?

This is the moment I wished for [talking in my thoughts].

Am I dreaming?

I asked, "James, are you for real, this is not a dream, right?''

He nodded his head saying "No, it is not. So, what do you say?".

I [getting emotional and crying].

What do you think I would say, "YES, IT'S A DEFINITE YES".

I jumped and hugged him tightly crying.

I hugged him so tightly that I could feel his body warmth.

I could also tell how his heart is racing.

I guess he can feel mine too.

Then I looked at his face and he at mine.

We gave each other a smile.

He is so close to me as I could feel his hard breath.

We gave a bit of a starring into each other's eyes.

I starred at James's full, sultry lips.

He came close to kiss me, looking at him trying to get a chance to kiss me, I just gave in.

I could say his kiss gave me butterflies inside my tummy.

His lips are so soft.

As he kissed, I could feel how his tongue went round my mouth.

His kiss is so warm and romantic which made me to feel his kiss more.

As I kissed him more, he pulled me in closer, now I could feel the heavy breathing of James through this kiss.

I know this is not the moment to go further, I decided to stop.

I once again hugged him tightly and gave a peck.

I then heard a cheering from behind, this is from all the three people, who betrayed me.

Leah, Seth and Edward, all congratulated us.

We just laughed looking at each other.