One night I woke up from a nightmare. I don't remember what it was about, except that I was somewhere dark and cold and I was suffocating. I twisted out from under Sophie's arms and got out of bed. She murmured something and rolled over.
I looked over at my alarm clock on the bedside table. Sophie didn't like the alarm clock, and she'd even asked me to throw it out a couple of times. I think she found it creepy. Fair enough: why would someone keep a broken alarm clock? Pretty retarded when you think about it. I picked it up and looked at it. It occurred to me that Sophie was right – hanging onto it was stupid. It was time to throw it away. And there was only one place to throw things away in Ambrose. The rubbish chute.
I passed Fred's bedroom on the way to the kitchen. His door was half-open. I stopped outside it. I couldn't see him from where I stood – just the end of his bed and the shadows the lamp on his bedside table cast across the room. Fred always slept with the light on.
I went inside. He was twisted up in his bed sheet, his face slack with sleep. I sat down backwards on the wooden chair I'd made for him last year from 300 Projects for the Modern Handyman and hoped it wouldn't collapse under me. I crossed my arms on the backrest and watched him sleep for a while. I had changed my mind about throwing the alarm clock away. I went to put the clock on the shelf above Fred, but then it made a sound, like a bell ringing far away over the hills.
"Whassat?" he said. His voice was thick with sleep and his eyelids were heavy. His voice startled me, and for a moment I couldn't say anything.
"Is it time to get up?" he said.
"No, go back to sleep Freddie-babe."
"That's your watch," he said. Fred called every clock a "watch".
I nodded and handed it to him. He sat up to examine it. He traced a finger over its face. "It's broken."
"Yeh."
He held it up to his ear. "It doesn't work."
"It never did."
He didn't seem disappointed by this. "Did you have it a long way?" he said.
"Yeh, a real long way. But it's yours now. Take good care of it."
"Okay," he said, and reached up to put it on the shelf above his bed. "I had a dream Dad," he said.
"Just now?"
"Ahuh. I dreamed about the Ape." He didn't call it The Yape anymore. "Do you think about him?"
"Sometimes."
"Is Mum going to make a baby soon?"
It was hard to keep up with his conversations.
"No," I said.
"Why?"
"Because she's got you."
"I'm not a baby."
"Of course you're not."
"Did she make me?"
"No."
"Did you make me?" He seemed to understand that it took two people to make a baby. Had he realised that our closed bedroom door had something to do with the making of babies? Perhaps he'd heard sounds in the night.
"No," I said.
"Who made me then?"
"I don't know."
"Was it Alice?" The headstone in the tall grass near his garden had always fascinated him.
"I don't think so," I said. By my reckoning Alice had died long before Fred arrived on the scene.
"Oh," he said. And as far as Fred was concerned that was case closed.
"Give me a kiss," I said.
"Night Dad."
"Night."
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Hotel Ambrose
FantasyTwo runaway children steal a baby and attempt to raise it themselves in the world's most haunted hotel. To Ben and Sophie the abandoned hotel seems like the perfect place to hide. No adult will ever find them there. Within its strange walls they ca...