Stiles' secret family

Rage

                            -Stiles-

I was looking at Scott while he was explaining everything that happened to him yesterday. I was really focusing on taking notes on the back of my hand.

St:But wait so what are we going to do about it ? I asked, saying out loud what I was meaning to ask myself

Everyone went silent, looking at me. I understood that I was going to be the one to figure that out.

Sc:Well, I thought you'd know what to do, you did researches didn't you ? Scott said while everyone agreed

St:I-yes I did but, I didn't have a lot of information...we don't even know what it is for sure. I tried explaining

De:Argh ! Shut up will you !? Derek suddenly yelled

I jumped, startled by the sudden noise coming from my left. We all went silent and stared at Derek who looked shocked as well. But he coughed awkwardly before speaking up

De:What I meant is that, we can't confront this thing until we're sure of it's nature. Nobody spoke for a moment before Allison dared adding something

Al:That seems logical but if we don't try anything it could cause harm to others.

Ly:And if we never look after it, we'll never get more information on what it is either.

De:I'm not sending you on a blind mission just to see if it's furr is brown or grey. Derek scoffed out like it was the most obvious thing in the world

It's quite the most obvious thing in the world now that I think about it...

St:Maybe we should wait until I have at least a theory. I proposed as a compromise

Sc:But-

Is:I actually think it's a great idea, Isaac said while glaring a bit at his totally-not-boyfriend, let us know if you need help for anything stiles. He said offering a smile

I smiled back thankful that he was open to helping me out.

De:Great now that we know what to do, you can all leave my house.

Derek seems more annoyed than normal, I noted, maybe I'll stay behind to ask him what's wrong.

Ly:Sure, all of you can leave.

De:Lydia just because I agreed to give you a key doesn't mean you can stay forever.

She smiled at his grumpy expression and stood up, taking Allison by the arm and dragging her towards the front door. And Isaac soon did the same with Scott.

Sc:Wait, wait ! Derek you'll give me a key soon right ? I could here Scott ask as he was being dragged away by Isaac.

I laughed at the humurous scene, once I called down I looked at Derek who was yet to stand up. I scoot to the side now that we had more space on the couch there was no need to be as close as a few minutes ago.

St:Hey, Derek ? I asked he simply hummed in response while looking out the huge windows

St:Is everything ok ?

De:Strangely... He responded, he sounded very calm almost like a docile animal.

Well that was weird...

I felt a sort of awkward atmosphere surrounding us but at the same time I didn't want to leave...

St:I--think I'll go too. I informed him

He finally turned to look at me, but as soon as our eyes met his gaze dropped to the couch before he nodded in a slow, calm manner.

I got up, said good bye, left and entering my jeep. While I was driving I couldn't help but get lost in the music and my thoughts

I've always found that Derek learned to relax around me. At first he was very short-tempered and violent, usually targeted at me. But recently he seems to listen more and lean more towards me.

I laughed at the idea of the big Derek hale leaning towards my presence.

But after all it's true...I don't think I really mind it.

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                           -Derek-

I stayed still, looking at the couch while I heard the front door close being stiles. I stayed like this, just taking in everything that happened.

My hand slowing started caressing the couch, it's soft...I layed my head on the spot stiles was in mere minutes ago.

Smells like him right ?

I got up immediately, what am I doing !

Being all lovy-dovy !

I blocked my ears with my hands and gripped tighter as the voice inside my head kept talking.

I'm inside you're head doing that is useless.

What even are you and what do you want from me !?

The stress started to overcome my senses and my claws started showing, they entered the skin around my ears and I could feel the warm feeling of dripping blood on my temples.

The pain made everything stop for a second, no more voices, no more sounds, no more doubts, no more memories. I looked at my hands and watched as the blood continued dripping on the wooden floor.

I slowly started coming back to my senses and went upstairs to the bathroom. I looked at my apparence in the mirror and couldn't help but look away from the bloddied face I was met with. This face, that I'm cursed with, the face of a murder, of a mistake, the face of anger that I'm force to wear and see everyday.

This rage took over again and I smashed my fist into the glass mirror, I put my head down, panting, tears running down my face as they mixed with blood. The rage that bloomed inside me was another reason to hate myself, a violent, unpredictable and dangerous individual. That is all I am to this world and that is all I'll ever be.

I lifted my fist off the broken mirror and watched as my skin healed itself, the pain that made me feel normal, this pain that I deserve to feel, it was gone just like it had appeared.

I didn't even bother washing my face even though it was what I initially wanted to do. I simply walked off, letting the blood leave a trail behind me. I sat back down at me window, watching once again this moon.

My curse and my savior at the same time. The moon

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Hello everyone ! As always I hope you enjoyed this chapter, if you have any critisism don't hesitate to tell me and I'll do my best to improve my story. Anyway I'll see you next week for the next chapter !!!