Lollipop King

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Journal #16:

I've never once let myself be attached to someone like this.

And now I'm suffering because Konstant is suffering.

I hate seeing her like this.

I feel like I am the one to be blamed.

It was not my intention to hurt her.

I didn't want her to learn the truth about her mom like that.

I know how it feels to be betrayed by a lie.

I only knew about my father when my mom told me few years ago.

I hated my father, but mom loved him so much.

I didn't want to ruin her happiness.

Now I feel like I'm ruining Konstant's happiness.

I just want to see her smile again.

-J